having a bad place in the center of the mind... it doesn't care for any insights... refusing to listen to luv claiming there is individuality... twisted in my own lil reality... fucks cannot be given to tell the truth... yet a smile hides the mental drift caving in to my humors disoriented hoots... it's sickening in here... but i like it once i shifted gears... it's different from all the fake fucks i see... real n disturbing is all i can say when all i wanna be is me... i'm finding things funny most wouldn't understand... the mind fuckin snapped some time ago when i became my own biggest fan... n from the depths came a clarity that stuck... a human intent chuckling in mirrors for i can see me giving birds to luv... n i haven't been sad since my abomination took over... only feeling pain when i forget who i am n it's rare as i pluck the luck from four leaf clovers... yet i gotta say the security in it has focused my thoughts... lingering on therapeutic dizziness that touches the equilibrium's no go zone with all my flaws... n it's a blast living with thoughts free to roam... triggering what appears to be a loon on the loose in luv with being alone... in tune with the silliness so crazy others believe i'm gone... what's the odds of me being the sane one.?. funny huh.?. who's shit is sweeter than mine.?. rubbing my palms on my own genitals so i can relieve my time... but that's jus me tucking away all the things no one knows... accepting i ain't nothing like anyone i know... for i felt the crack that release the anticipation of me coming full circle... from a confused state of mind i couldn't hold it together when goin over the hurdle... falling to my feet behind my own enemy lines... forced to suck up the sucka like expressions defined... in my head i am the one with the freedom everyone seeks... living to die i got up off my knees...
No comments:
Post a Comment