As the situation isn't ready the way the heart is emotion gets tangled within... thoughts overlap n reality hasta wait a lil longer to feel that tingle that lifts the grin... as the wait is undeniably the most torturous to depths breaking free from restraints... releasing all the bottled up nonsense as a farwell, no thanks... all to sit with the stillness upon the face unable to show how self has evolved... due to obligations that are the most important factor until the issue is resolved... fighting the feeling of bittersweet goin stale in the mouth... as life seems unfair to push through corrections alone before luv can be found... it's a game of losing those interested for a better cause of self to regain a normal life... even though to play is to watch others turn from true intent goin to waste in the mind... hurting in a way time drags out well past the need of a friend to stay... connections fade as terms of consideration has prior promises made... so alone is the option until further notice where everything is allowed to change... hiding in solitude so attachments cannot possibly get used to anyones name... drifting as if the pain from old relations still linger in the eyes... knowing it's not the case when the healing backed away from the edge of the dive... coming to terms with a better sense of having something to truly offer another... in a life somewhere beyond the walls that tend to smother... others are not allowed in by any means necessary... guidelines have structure so the struggle can soon be buried...
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