ten toes down n refusing to allow em to witness the last expression upon my face...... they will not have the privilege to watch my emotionless smile leave this world alone... it's been hard enough trying to make ends meet as wounds dug deeper the six feet could ever hurt my pride... so let em see the slits in my back created by blades of places that were said to be home... able to kiss my azz one last time as i turn away from fake grins n so called friends that show up... in my final fall i descend as solo as i feel in this disturbed test in time... so give em what they wanted as my back will be exposed for one last incision to cut me open as i'll forever hide... deep below the feet that walked on my name so smoothly as they stroll their way to see me go... fuck em all n tell em i said so... with birds freed from entertaining the thought of the bs they put me through... never to look up as eyes jus wanna take a peek from their thrones as i lay with the dirt that doesn't move... unfazed by the gathering of foes that talked behind whispers finding my ears... when i die i don't wanna surface with old feelings n allow other to think i forgive acts so they can live with their tears... yet not to mourn but to go on with knowing i could give a fuck less for shallow emptiness... forever to reside buried alive in every thought that tore me apart at the seams as the silence is my true happiness... with a blank tombstone to remind them i wasn't shit to em while i had air in my lungs... fuck em n tall em i had fun without em as i settled inward within a different kinda tomb in which i gave trust... let em gossip of what my heads tone should read... i don't wanna be known when the time comes to put me on a display... close the fcukin casket n tell em it's over n i no longer havta play their fucked up games... for i won't be able to feel a thing as they once again pretend to care... as the shovels cover what'e left of the visual finally unafraid of my nightmares...
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