redefined...

never speak of the pain... don't show others how it hurts... keep a straight face... have some self fuckin worth... tuck tasty shot in deep... cover it with empty fear... put it to sleep... night night, as silence sucks up the tears... this world doesn't wanna hear it... jus enjoy the twist teach... it's ok, we all need fixed... deal with the shallows breached... ensure the hate... become a spiraling plunge... sit in the pits tasting names... but not once tell on an old luv... be bigger in time's tick... let them do n say what they will... know it's a lesson to evolve to live... yet, tension still... shaking within... tightening the thrill that changes beliefs... smile as if the tickle never left the ribs... pretend the end is personal relief... unfazed by blatant disregard... laughing off the disrespect... make others believe life isn't so hard... as joy self must spread to overcome the hole in the chest... without the paint of a clown... hide the details corrected behind closed doors... as quiet as unheard sound... emotionless is the act of not wanting anymore... give up n stay in a mental phase... dig into the fact that luv ain't shit... trust no one n remain afraid... reminding self that friends are better than losing a grip... no one truly cares for its a selfish desire felt... needs are more Never than wants... n there is no honest help... accept the endless lusts... torture the will it takes to be strong... be what everyone demands... fit in n there's no way self could ever go wrong... jus bypass interests that fade with gestures enhanced... focus on who is to come about... from the inner makings of a new version... people have no say so in who touches the rhythm that pounds... ache n cling to the processes diversion... let it longer n destroy a pure train of thought... suffer in the darkest nights... lost in the inevitable pause... alone n scared of the stare of eyes... falling into a depressed overdose forced by passion failed... allow the consumption to take control... there's someone who's been forgotten that's been derailed... but refuse anyone attempting to create a moan... as hope is a dream... n the outcast is witnessed in mirrors gone astray... drain the rush of misfortunes screams... before the walls have found peace with self taking blame... standing tainted n confused n having no remorse... fuck everyone... understand the dragging of hearts that squeeze vocal chords... n figuratively run... seeking character over vanity... reason with the comprehension of proof... as it is self that's distant n stepping away from insanity... alive n on the loose... dwell for as long as it takes... ease into a comatose resistance... rid the feel of comfort from the texture remembering the graze... reinvented as a different kinda suspicious... watching movements n listening to musical tones... disintegrating has beens with the fire lit that defines the flame... from corrupt to free from the burdens owned... un tame the beast from shackles n chains...