i get mad so i don't havta cry.... as it only works for so long so i hide... the emotion hurts as this is how i spend time... i hate it here even though i luv life... this world has no morals as it is fucking blind... n i'm having moments where i cannot hold in the lines... as i use social media to lift me up n dry my eyes... i wish no one the pain in which i truly live beneath the smiles n sighs... i was happy once as i was fine... once upon a while ago in a prior chapter as luv spilled like wine... staining what joy i had n dulling my shine... i hate it here as i'm forced to watch everyone live as i grind... i turn the raw truths into the darkness of where there is no light... afraid to be touched as i have my reasons of why... yet butch seems to be the one who's wise... when in actuality i jus wanna shut off the light... jus turn inward n forget of the things that twisted me while i was still alive... to be tortured by hard work that neva pays off jus ain't right... as it was my choice in which what came of the result as it was i that has died inside... n i'm so sick of livin through these endless rhymes...
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