i had to go to the shower to cry tonight... not that anyone cares i jus didn't want my son to see it come to life... as the water hid my tears... the steam couldn't hide the emotion i felt that was real... even my face was like wtf.?. the shimmy down the cheek was absent to the touch... i felt it comin as i held it in... n i got outta the room in the nick of time as it came from within... buildin up pressure as i escaped before the moisture fell... it was as if my heart began to melt... drippin the the flow that couldn't calm my nerves... n i'm jus glad i wasn't heard... it hurt jus a tad bit more than usual a lil while ago... tryin to give him what i lost fuckin around with luv as a home...
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