i know i can't... but i wanna tap out... yet givin in to the struggle isn't the way... my back hurts n there's nothin in life i have time to do other than work to correct what's gone south... my body aches from givin everything i can... life is truly beatin me down... there is no help that can save me n this i know... as it isn't about bein to proud... it's like i'm in a grave as it is... lost n hurt by a legal system that has no morals as everyone to it is damn near a clown... n idk what to do to to even find even relations that i cannot bring into this hellish bs... alone i feel n i've neva once look my feet off the ground... it was a choice that went to far... followed up by the corrections that took the same road as i can't even rent a house... it hurts knowin mine are dependin on me n my hands are tied... as i simply do not speak of my emotions of the topic claimin silence over sound... but i need an outlet to be able to enjoy some kinda time... somethin to get me by as my heart from the chaos has been bound... hog tied n shoved to the side... as i don't know which way to turn as every door gets shut in my fuckin face as if i am not worthy like wow... n i hide from this world as everyone else lives their lives... havin the memories i havta shy away from unable to get in to my mind that cannot be found... i jus need the noose loosened so i can go home... as it seems that doesn't even exist as i'm beginning to feel defeated now...
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