back when...

Back when i was willin to show them there was better, as if they were afraid to come out n play...They had so called men in their lives they thought they couldn't get past... I'd give them a reason to venture beyond what they thought was their capabilities jus to show them they were limitations stretched across their face... whether it be a game at first jus fuckin around to strike their curiousity or been straight to the point when i told the i could show them what else there was that could actually last... There were some that even paid for the time i had to come on through so their ex's wouldn't bother them much... As ages ranged to get ahold of the feel of wantin to know what it's like to be complete... Although i told them from the jump, emotion is somethin i had nothin to do with as it to found a use for luv... A dog in a sense with good intent gettin what it was i wanted as i swept them off their feet... Fallin in behind closed doors as class was in session so the too figure a way to tweak the opposing gender in which they craved to have around their finger... It wasn't shit to run off the competition for they weren't worth the time to even speak of... I was so different back when a point to have better rose up before them n freed who it was they were inside that lingered... Some got a lil too clingy but it was in all good fun to allow them to enjoy me before they put skills upon the stillness of touch... Others neva caught on n thought it was all jus an act until they found themselves face to face with what i could give them playin out... Thank you's came from time to time as i knew they'd found someone on a different level lookin back at them lookin at me... females were neva hard to manipulate as i did it for a good cause that went without a sound... N i cannot remember a few nor heard anything once they got focused n went on to live with a different approach simply free... No ties n no strings was the rule as i could relate to them of what a man was thinkin n why as they visualized how to respond... It was kinda like hitch with a twist that benefited me until there was nothin more i could do but stroke them down... As that was one of those things when they were in between relations gettin licked n fondled... Neva to say their names due to most of them are still intact with their man gettin pounded... It was a lil thing i knew i could pull of in my spare time makin their loneliness more enjoyable jus bcuz i wanted mine... It was a win win that swapped my creativity for the balance of them easin the fuck up to let someone come into their lives as the sex was the fuckin bomb... Gettin loose from the inside out as nothin was off limits so the knew they had the next mutha fucka on point livin life... It's funny how secrets neva leave the tongue that coulda broken them down n made them sob... Back when i had somethin to prove jus before i tried liuv on myself, i was good at what i did... Chasin their abuse away sop they found comfort in a male willin to relax n ease the fuck up... I may be a juggilo to whoever may be readin those readin this but my give a fucks neva cared to much on what others have eva thought of they way i lived... I had this thing n when i said it they knew it was trust...