Those things...

Talk to me n tell me everything you've been meanin to say... A good time is the only thing gettin away from the way u express my name... To go unheard is another day gone to the waste of all those things that cannot escape... Lookin at different faces when u know it's mine u want to embrace... Honesty holds the key n only u are to blame if I were to stray... I jus might want u to stay n play n do all those lil things lingerin in ur brain... Tastin waves crashin on the scene of the ocean meetin the visual fame... Speak ur game n see if the things u think can be tamed... Laid out before u to claim a moment on the other end of ur head like hey..! As silence is what's between us goin insane to relate n give chase... Openin the gates of the fun things that can be done as the night fades... Beyond sight findin other reasons to gain a friend beneath the tone n moans that needs to mate... Unafraid of the way it could neva be too late... All u havta do is elaborate n do those things in ur minds untampered frame... U know they're wantin to bust loose n use the sheet for a cape... It's gotta start somewhere or with another it's fake... As thoughts come back to what neva became of what could've been great... Not knowing how shadows collide into our very own shape...

Partners for life...

So what, u wanna grow old or somethin..? Wanna watch someone wrinkle witcha.... Get to the point of lookin back like I'mma miss this when it's over... N u really want someone who wants to do it with ya... To awaken to everyday n cuddle up to at night... Getting it in beneath the covers or on the sofa drippin wet from the body movement alone... Are u wantin a best friend u can do anything with..? Findin the comfort in the meanin of havin a home..! Playin n actin goofy as weird as two can be... Lettin it all out without bein judged even one time... Not havin to say shit bcuz u both know what it is... In another version of truly bein free n in luv with a state of mind...

Let's be friends...

I jus wanna be ur friend... Without the emotion of thinkin I'm ready to commit... If there's nothing between us, that's cool with me... I won't treat u any differently... We can be cool n kick it if that's what we are... But I won't say no if u wanna get to doin a few things as long as I don't have open my heart... I'm as neutral as mutual​ gettin it in my lane n I'm not sellin dreams... U don't havta be uncomfortable around me... I'm jus me... Even though I to have needs... We all want a body to touch n play with... Yet I'm jus to stingy to come up off of it... That meat that swings in minds teasin curiosities like hehe... Yeah I'm a man n full fuckin grown but the wrong signals u won't even hear me breathe... I've had my share n know exactly what I can do... So anything past hey how u doin I leave on u... I'm jus here doin what I do in my time I have to enjoy my life... I can't think of any reason in which I need to lie... N jus like everyone else those hormones u seek they do work... But I ain't on it if u ain't so let's find a common worth... Talk n kick shits jus tryin to have a laugh... I'm not the type to go n get mad... We're cool u n I... It ain't like I can't do whatever I want in my mind... It's a decision to make to keep thoughts in there place in the head... No tension n no bs, jus a moment to come correct... Relations are with those who wants something a lil more intense... Lettin time unravel the drawn suspense... As for me it's my choice of who winds up with me on the floor or here n there... Stripped of clothes naked by their interest as bodies are bared... I'll neva step outta my lane to confuse who it is I am... N I'm only but one man... Lookin around like hey... As I've not always been this way... I jus don't wanna hurt u by given u expectation I cannot reveal... I'm jus one to admit I'm afraid to feel... So let's be friends n jus do what it is we do so well... If ur good with it I won't need anyone else...

So what, u wanna grow old or somethin..? Wanna watch someone wrinkle witcha.... Get to the point of lookin back like I'mma miss this when it's over... N u really want someone who wants to do it with ya... To awaken to everyday n cuddle up to at night... Getting it in beneath the covers or on the sofa drippin wet from the body movement alone... Are u wantin a best friend u can do anything with..? Findin the comfort in the meanin of havin a home..! Playin n actin goofy as weird as two can be... Lettin it all out without bein judged even one time... Not havin to say shit bcuz u both know what it is... In another version of truly bein free n in luv with a state of mind...

We're taught words like independent thinking we're the only ones that matter... Runnin outta our minds from the twist n the pull as if we're all secretly the mad hatter... In a world where we'll never make it on our own tryin to understand other definitions like unconditional... Divided within with the confusion eventually goin completely sentimental... As the lose of self is a careless thought goin with the never-endin flow... Luv has taken its chance of wantin to be more than the like it takes to communicate properly so they can grow... Not caring what anyone else says in which has went too far n the result is selfish... Me me me me me me me, with everything going wrong feelin helpless... It's in the design of division segregated to be different actin like everyone else... As we wonder why in the fuck we can never be felt...

They'll give up on u jus tryin to stay in ur own lane... Those are the ones u don't need bcuz the haven't the patience to gain... Wantin the now to happen knowin ur just tryin to get that feel... Not into becomin jus another meal... The selfish ones who want to be spoiled to their way ween themself out... N u don't havta do a damn thing but be who u are unplayable as if a clown...

Why does one person need this many rooms... There's no one by self to come home to... N it's cool I was jus wondering why waste so much space... As it's always quiet here till I say my own name...

There's questions that need to be asked... Like, wtf is u puttin in on it..? I ain't one to jus give me away... That type of shit makes no sense... What is u gonna do to secure my intent wantin to play..? What is it u have to give..? That ol fuck shit ur use to jus don't happen in my life... Even though everything starts with an attachin

Choices... Plagued by my own heart that's held me back... Believin in what the mind knew of as I was better off... The feel of the decisions left an uncannin void with a side of luv thereof that lacked... Lessons learned came the hard way due to my heart being to fuckin big... As gatherin my own emotion for I cared came to be past due... I laid down my bad habits in females that I didn't wanna miss... Stood up n stepped on like it wasn't shit... Then again if u know me that is a lie... I could neva want em to feel what I felt... I'm jus not the heartless type... I chose the direction that got me here... No one forced my mind to decide this or that... It's my own so it's not their fault... N to say the least no I'm not mad... What I got from each situation was me findin in who I am... N I'm happy to say I'm here... Proud of who I've become... For I  left no one at the bottom unless it was their voices that chose not to have me near... Actions cater to the will that shows what is actually real... N time spinnin needs wanted me to live that kinda life... As my own thoughts wrapped up my best n stuffed it away... Done with helpin the so called hype...

Weirdness...

Entertain me with ur goofy side n I'll counter it with my own... We can't be livin knowin there's a good time waitin to happen, it needs to be shown... Goochie goo, I'm comin on to u jus to collide in the middle of a laugh... N if u snorkel I'll chuckle bcuz u did it first as if ur a spaz... Kickin in on the rib tryin to catch our breath is what I wanna feel... Bcuz if our weirdness can get along, the giggles are real...

Bangin out.

The scariest thing is to know ur lingerin in someones head u know damn well ain't tryin to take part in ya life... Questions of ya own rise n ride thoughts wonderin what's convenient to them to get what they want before bangin out of the left side of the hype... It'll twist ya mind as if trust gets rung dry believin in what u want to with no reason to entertain such dysfunctional bs disguised as a friend... Goin hard one too many times gettin caught up in yet another bitter end.

Needs are not shy...

Walk into my life as if ur not gonna jus walk on through it... Stand in my way with a level head as ur reason doesn't talk shit... Deliver me ur presence to keep for my own... N thou shall not need in an other to roam... Be about it n give what u could neva before... Make ur passion ur word risin from ur core... Knowin the meanin of like over luv... N I too will reach for ur desired touch... Friends prior to luv'rs I need u to relate... Bcuz life without u nothin would eva be the same... Simply jus find me to be the honesty u speak... Neva to make me fall down upon my knees... As we collide here in the real world in middle of life... Come to me with that want as needs are not shy... Comin on to the feelin of bein wrapped up n laid the fuck down... Listenin to pillow talk whispered from the mouth... This is me if u have a moment to spare... Yet if u step make sure u fuckin care... Sharin the same path not worried about what others think... Bcuz ur u n I'm jus me findin u easy to breathe... Ready to get it in simultaneously long before we grow old... On me like I am on u forever sold... Be that partner, mate, sexual healin we all crave... Jus don't be someone I hate... Correct yourself then we can find us lingerin in time... The way it should be side by side... Dippin into all the things u have never gotten to use within u... Pulled out n put to use... I'm merely one man lookin for a chance to show the fuck out... Doin more than causin a fuss n makin sounds... Bring it on if ur heart can follow ur mind... Not once to make me rethink the thought of u as why... Blame me for ur happiness or move outta the way... I'm more than two birds held up in the rain... This isn't jus movement this is a way of life... Now kiss me as if my lips were ripe...

Alive n willin...

Woke up to chasing my mind around the room... Seems it hasn't slept in some time tryin to figure out a way to make it through... It's still alive n willin to go find its sidekick worth takin a risk... Yet the heart makes​ it wanna choose wisely on that type of shit... As the emotion laid down last night content without the coldish games... Thoughts ran through my head tryin to drive me insane... There was no reason other than there's nothing to do at the moment before it would stop... As I awakened to get up, let's go, the day's jus begun in the mornings top... Anxious lil fella it was after the crack that sprung him free... Changin the feelin of want into the meanin of need... At the crack of dawn the fucker has somehow found a way to wanna live... No matter what the struggle is that refuses to release its grip... Openin my eyes to the sight of joy still fuckin alive... The beat in my own chest agreed to vibe one more time... To make the best of things to ease the choices that's held me back... I stood up outta bed smilin from ear to ear fully intact... Ready n willin to give it a go... For life is all I'll ever know...

Talkin to my dick like...

No.!
Why..?
Bcuz I don't wanna...
Why..?
I don't need a reason...
Jus do it...
No...
Wtf is wrong with u..?
I'll get sick...
Wym..?
Nothin...
Nah mufucka...
What..?
U hittin it...
Fr..?
Yeah...
Fuck u...
Don't be like that...
I always throw up..
That's the fun part...
Nah...
Nah what..?
It's not gettin all over ur head...
So...
See that's what I'm talkin about...
What..?
U on some bs..
Fr..?
Yeah...
Jus do it...
I did that the last time n look what happened...
U got a point...
See...
It's not a good one though...
U trippin...
Jus get yo azz up..!
Make me...
Don't fuck with me on this...
What if I don't feel anything...
Wtf are u talkin about...
U remember that one time..?
Yeah, I remember...
I couldn't do shit with it...
Yeah but that don't count...
Why not..?
Stop lookin for an excuse...
Fuck off..!
Exactly..!
Why should I..?
Bcuz it'll feel good...
Man...
U know u wanna...
Ok, let's do it...
Hell yeah...

Who are u...

Knowin a friend isn't who they claim to be is the open mind directin u away from false emotions spread thinner than tolerance can stand before u pullin u from the character within the frame of the mindsets intelligence unwillin to play their game of catch me if u can... U jus gotta know what it is ur dealin with to overcome such delusional thoughts of u ain't good enough to become what they need when the silhouette in their head jus isn't u as they want u to believe it is u they've been lookin for half steppin their way across u hearts bridges wantin u to tip toe as their biggest fan...

Tradin favors...

U wanna be friends like no other... Run around the bedroom with no clothes on... Maybe take a dip in the wet spot in the middle of the bed... With some sexual intent at its best... What do u say to comin out to play... Takin n gettin taken n suckin face... Goin down in the return of favors... With a flava worth the savor... Doin that freaky shit most only talk about... From behind closed doors that can't capture the sounds... Rollin n ridin n flippin the toss... Lips sinkin in to the texture of gettin the fuck off... Burstin with pleasure bcuz we fuckin can... Bein felt with more than jus hands...

Emotions spread...

Knowin a friend isn't who they claim to be is the open mind directin u away from false emotions spread thinner than tolerance can stand before u pullin u from the character within the frame of the mindsets intelligence unwillin to play their game of catch me if u can... U jus gotta know what it is ur dealin with to overcome such delusional thoughts of u ain't good enough to become what they need when the silhouette in their head jus isn't u as they want u to believe it is u they've been lookin for half steppin their way across u hearts bridges wantin u to tip toe as their biggest fan...

Sexual...

U wanna be friends like no other... Run around the bedroom with no clothes on... Maybe take a dip in the wet spot in the middle of the bed... With some sexual intent at its best... What do u say to comin out to play... Takin n gettin taken n suckin face... Goin down in the return of favors... With a flava worth the savor... Doin that freaky shit most only talk about... From behind closed doors that can't capture the sounds... Rollin n ridin n flippin the toss... Lips sinkin in to the texture of gettin the fuck off... Burstin with pleasure bcuz we fuckin can... Bein felt with more than jus hands...

Jus me!!!

There's a happy place u need not take me from... I don't wanna fuck around witcha jus to end up goin numb... I'm set on cruise easin my way along jus fine.. I don't need u to come my way n waste my time... That belittlement is that type of shit in which I cannot relate... Friends before luv can ever be face to face... Do not touch me with what u do not realize is hidden intent tryin to hurt me... I wanna stay here where I'm felt mentally so the physicality can get down n dirty... I like sex n emotion n the passion that u will never get... Jus bcuz I don't wanna put up with ur shit... Wantin me to negatively live for u are not happy... I say fuck off, I have a life to live n I don't want no part of ur tragedy... The attempt to try n make me feel anything less than I do when I'm single is forbidden... Stand down bcuz there shouldn't be a reason to be forgiven... I'm lost without me!!! N that's all I ever want to be...

The chill...

Ilu n I'll always be ur friend... Said the voice that said it was her til the end... Lil to be known that moment came to soon... Life went turned n went kaboom... Twistin the effects of goin all in completely apart... Verbal scars n opened wounds inflicted by insanities art... Death wishes weren't supposed to tare me down... U were lost n I needed to be found... On to the realization of Masters... Control played it's factor... Standin then unlike the smile so unhappy... It's the past we do not need... See u around... Yes this is comin from me n I'm sayin it proud... Life is better without the presence of the version of u I've seen... Leave me be!!!

Same ol bs...

Ur generic... Walkin n talkin, lookin like everyone else unable to be themselves... Feedin to far in... There's not much of u to be felt... Jus the same ol bs that only goes so deep... No depths, no reason, jus doin n going with the flow... Not even knowin wtf u really look like bcuz ur so used to ur acceptance that surrounds u... N we both know for u there jus ain't no hope... Even if ur signals worked u couldn't switch lanes if u tried... To afraid to become self... Like what others think of u means anything as if they think of themselves as well... Aww hell... Ur basic af n u like the attention u seek... Seems to me ur a product of a broken down society... N I'm not judgin, jus lettin u know how dumbed down u really look... Guess the world needs a variety as heads are shook...

Ain't talkin about luv...

Picky to the point my past will not direct my future!!! I ain't got time to be sown up with another suture... Dealin with emotion jus ain't gonna happen due to I'm not givin it up... N to be pressed, well, since we ain't talkin about luv... Takin clothes off is funner when u can feel more than the physical connection... Anything less can't be felt beyond an erection... N I don't shive a get Bcuz I know the effects of what I can do... As honesty speaks she's gonna havta be somethin more than what I'm used to... That next level shit will only come once I see for self who in the fuck I'm dealin with... Gonna havta be on point n not comin up from behind on some bs that jus isn't worth it... I'm looking through crowds n peekin at characters that change behind the scenes... N there's a certain type that I'm cravin to see... Yet unspoken words will remain beneath my tongue so fakin the phunk ain't smilin along... As I simply refuse to let jus anyone in bcuz I personally ain't got the time of day for anything else to go wrong... So in my lane I will be... Diggin into the single life livin happy n free... Waitin for what I'm patient for to walk on by.... All bcuz this is my fuckin life!!!

Like...

I'm over here like, hey... Doin my own thing like, hey... Peekin around like, hey... In my own lane like, hey... Not doin shit like, hey... Wishin I WAs like, hey... But not trippin if I ain't like, hey... Jus gettin it in like, hey... Wantin to play like, hey... Yet I ain't pressed like, hey... Jus feelin it like, hey... Jus bein me like, hey... So yeah like, hey...

My friends...

I have friends that ain't jus fellas... I have females so don't get jealous... There's a mental state between us u may not understand... They are my girls n I'm kinda but not really their man... On a friendly note of we jus get the fuck along... So don't overstep ur boundaries or it'll be twittleydoo with a so fuckin long... I keep them close bcuz they are real with me... No sexual tension whether u do or do not believe... We have a mature relationship n I intend to keep them in my life... Jus like my dudes in which I like... Round out ur mind bcuz I am not like others that's crossed ur path... I'll make u step outside ur mind n rethink the facts... Jus doin me giving u the attention u need... Jus don't come at me with ya head tilted bcuz if ur on that dumb shit, u can leave... Either get with it n get along or find someone else u can control... My friends ain't never went on the auction to be sold... Not to anyone eva so jus go with it for once... I don't intend to cross u I jus wanna live n enjoy u for lunch... Dinner n a snack... Possible make u my best friend if u can remain intact... On another level of knowin they're in my life n are here for a reason... If not, it's open season... Single ain't shit to me even though I'm stingy af.... Jus know there's more than one type of luv...

Bottom line is it's old af...

It's the unattractiveness of the female mind actin out... Thinkin crazy is a good thing pretendin to be the word of mouth... On display as a weakness breakin down the depths of truths within... Self proclaimed insanity movin carelessly as if child like with their grins... Unable to mature n be self due to fittin into a society that trains the process... With a chip cocked on the shoulder wonderin why men ain't playin with lil ol princess... Wantin to be bad yet wantin somethin so good... Killin the mood n wonderin why dudes jus wanna fuck n give em the wood... It's irrelevant to take em serious for their too busy pointin fingers to see their fuckin selves... Pretty lil messes that think it's ok to be the way they are n still be felt... Monsters here in the real world as they live mentally somewhere else... Help!!! Where'd all the women go..? Seems all that's left is clone after clone feedin into the bs fiendin on so called thrones... They believe they havta have this fake sense of who they are to make themselves more appealin... Gettin trumped by any man that steps away of their half azz dealings... As the blame game begins caused by their lack of knowin who self is n lettin her actually fuckin live... Turnin the rollin of the ribs into a cage to keep em outta what's his... Ooh wee let's speak on the bs... We're tired of what's released from that crack in between ur lips... So called women wanna be desired but ain't givin a mutha fuckIn thing to him he'd wanna fuck with but a hard fuckin time thinkin it's fuckin cute... Goin along with the way of the world as it's not ok to be so petty to belittle yourselves losin ur use... As that power down yonder where u get wet truly ain't shit... There's a correction to be taken before interest can be flipped like ur multiple personalities chick... Why ur settlin for those fuck boys u say u can't stand... Yet they're jus like u n you've accepted that bs they to claim to be a man... Lowered by ur own destruction with an ignorant state of self confidence that makes u look tacky af... Talkin about I jus wanna someone to show me luv... But who in their rights mind would put up with u on the loose..? Wildin out as if u have nothin to prove... You've given up on yourselves by allowin yourself to stoop beneath u... Below ur own worth triggered by a state of mind u refuse to gain n that's the truth... U are what u allow n that's the only thing you'll ever be... Filled with the nonsense of usless dreams... Check yaself... We don't like what's bein dealt...

Hidden away...

Retired n listening to voices trying to get me to come outta hiding... Past the ends of bs fed is self as the best friend cosigning... No more titles nor plagiarism set in the tone of ilu's... As interest tugs on the solo walk attempting to gete to step outside the mind of being through... Jus waitin on time that'll show intent comin to life... Beyond the wickedness of a corrupt luv that'll only let me down later in time... Having someone who wants to feel me sitting behind closed doors... Locking the world out jus trying to get self together afraid of being adored... Frightened by the ways of emotion that turn a cheek... Scared n petrified that wants are more than needs... As that come out n play whispers with a humor that sounds so fun... Knowing what is down at the end of that road is being shunned... It's the sidestep before the sidestep even occurs... Not believing in much ecspecially loose words... Cut from the tongue in a drip to do nothin more than fantasize about... It's the fear of getting sucked into someone's mouth... Thinking everything prior to that moment of the distasteful lingo put on blast... Yet that's exactly what's going to happen as they're left in the past... Looking into hanging it up yet once more due to it jus ain't worth the bullshit... As they come along appearing to wanting me brother they're about it.... The coming n going gets to be a bit too much if u can feel this drift... No, no one wants to be that endless kiss jus to be told they ain't shit...

Be yourself...

Tone it down to the basics to see for self what the past has done to the mindset... To relate to the understanding that we're not all the same to the thought that's captured the creativity of luv n it's makings at its best... Time is chance n the gatherings of what we've learned as of yet as we need to change from the negative that's plagued that emotion caught in the traps we couldn't see comin... It's the only way as becomin self isn't about gettin what we need nor want without the voluntary will an other can give in the same way never to take off runnin... People are people n most will get what they can as we sit in our own silence as if ill minded bcuz we allowed them to defeat us... Grab ahold of ur mind n passion that wants to live before u wind up turnin away from someone who jus might be the last one we ever touch... It's a choice we make that will make us undesirable by shutting out the possibility that the other gender jus ain't worth the time... U jus gotta be u unaffected yet wiser to live n luv as self gettin in on the grind...

Are u out there..?

Make me a believer... Show me ur proud to say we are as one... I wanna see with my eyes ur delivered... Side by side gettin along in luv... My other half that has been found... That piece of me the way I fill that void in u... Prove to me I'm what u cannot live without... It's the will willin with willingness that will bring my attentions out... Showin who is who n why we are inseparable... Enjoyin life... With backs never to be exposed as irresistible... Claimin mine!!! Do the deed that allows me to breathe more comfortably... N u shall see me come to life... In the same sense that u rise from within... Bare as if naked without a fuckin thing to hide... As best friends til the callin of the end... Wrap me in a set of arms that neva wanna let go... As it's only u I need to turn to... Allowin me to feel somethin irreplaceable as we are known... Where's the proof???

No excuse...

You've been sold a dream that feeds u a false reality to get u to believe in the way it wants u to spend the time u sold to buy its materials that hold u back from sittin comfortably for to never having enough so u gotta work harder n longer yet u jus don't see the trap... Society

Senseless...

The land they say is so called free has more hate in its heart that what's led to believe... Unable to accept differences n change as the soil we walk on was supposedly based on such things... Yet I can't tell with everyone bein so defensive n offended by every lil detail being petty AF losing their fuckin senses... Everyone jus wants others to be like them like they're the only ones who have a point of view, style, way of life that makes any kinda sense...

Ignorance...

So you like to be catagorized & believe more in a flag than humanity... Taking a gander through eyes taught to obey claimin your sanity... Allowin yourself to get sucked into the hype of differences of us & them... Ready to fight over what the land gives to us to survive on as if someone has more unable to catch the hints... Segregation on a higher level of borders to consume you in a legal world where no one's permitted to live freely where they choose... For others aren't like you & don't belong down to the neighborhoods in which you reside havin no use... Mine mine mine, taught at an early stage of idolizing man made beliefs n materialistic symbols... American to the bone you've been duped n fooled away from knowledge n wisdom... You're so far from the natural instincts to question what's unnatural to the basic way of life it ain't funny... Pointing fingers with a bird of patriotism in which clouds the thought process that we're all in this shit together as most through their minds are running... So brainwashed by a society that has been supressed by governments tryin to rule this world with total power... Feeding the people freedom while raining down on other countries with bombs fallin like water in showers... Making the communities we live in seem to be safe yet the media triggers forced hate in the mindsets so we fight amongst one an other... N you wonder why it's so hard to find anything other than a luv'r... Devided by boundaries for in the systems design we are not to evolve... & in it all u do your part to be involved... Believing in what u cannot decipher as a crock of shit... You just wanna live... Chasing those materials until the bitter end jus like a clone... U ain't no friend of mine bcuz you're no friend of your own...

Within...

It's ok to be a lil rough around the edges... Imperfections are more attractive than a fake persona that only builds wedges... Ledges for those who leap are in belief that someone will accept them the way they come... With all the corks that individualize the raw beauty of what makes us fun... As is as real as the representation patiently waitin on the goofiness to show... Jus as a look doesn't mind the eyes peekin in past the appeal upon the shallow depths of the surface that whoas... Who really cares if we don't fit the image of the most beautiful thing we've ever seen..? It's only the outter shell of what hides better things...

Let's go down...

So whatcha wanna do..?
Down is down...
Whether u get my lingo or not...
I ain't from where ur from, yet I'm human n can relate to the words if used by definition of sound...
Come across...
Speak to me with true intent...
I'm game to understand the conditions on a more mental level if u can...
As attractions are into bein spent...
Feel me in more ways than one...
Livin life...
Opened up for ur face to perk up knowin like is more important than luv...
Only then we can share what relations want the most n that is time...
So who u feelin..?
Me or yourself bcuz I won't go without...
I can do me jus fine knowin my six is safe...
Am I jus a curiosity or is there something within me u wanna feel speak out loud..?
I can get at it at any moment n don't mind twistin life up together...
Gettin tangled up in ur arms knowin I don't got shit to lose...
Drop ya guard so i can touch ya is intensions playin peek-a-boo like a lil kid...
If u can't say hey yo psst, u have no confidence in ur proof...
We can do what the imaginations already thought of how many times before...
In ur honesty without no one knowin what it is you've been thinkin...
Yeah I'm a bit different but so fuckin what...
I'm lit n I've been drinkin...
Who's down for who..?
Bcuz there's two of us walking through life like hmm, tryin to decide...
Step in the direction in which u feel you'd enjoy the most...
Jus let yourself be n please for yourself, jus don't hide...

Tap in...

Let's get to the emotion factor u can't dig into... I'mma put ur mind of all things to use... Tap in n feel it comin out of its own... Lookin at me callin a mutha fuckin truce... I am no harm to u in the way I do what I do... I'm waking in between everyone else to... Neva lost or misplaced jus makin my way... N ur gonna havta excuse me bcuz i can't help to be looking dead at u... Outta everyone I've come to cross ur path... N I gotta say damn..! I'll let u by if u need to be on ur way... Yet if u feel ur gonna turn around n look back don't sidestep me as a man... I ain't doin circles on the lack there of... N I could use someone jus like u... I jus need to get beneath the surface to see if what's behind ur eyes is as real as the way u move... If not, then poof!!!

The thought...

I'm jus that absence u wanna believe exists... The once n a blue moon that jus might show up as somethin to be missed... Goin on n on n on as if there is no end... Gettin down in the realization of collapsin into a friend... Yes, I am me n there's nothing I will change that won't better myself... N no, I'm not selfish when I unloosen my belt... I'm that hands on kinda fella that has my own ways... Jus like u so say my name... I'm jus outta reach but u know who I am... So tell me, can u go again..? Rollin in life with a chuckle is the only place I need to be... Bringin to life a dream caught up in my reality... I'm the type that's already enjoyin life... The passionate kind not to soft to lose my presence of mind... I'm a thought u play with u refuse to see as I walk on by... Hi...

No emotion yet...

It can go either way bcuz the third direction isn't being given away... We can do the ditty or nothin at all bcuz digging in to my emotions ur gonna stall... Been there, done that, ain't goin to do it again unless u can remove ur mask... As single as solo the heart has been purposely been left alone... So turn me on n we can go from there findin a comfort to share... I ain't shy n I ain't gonna give what u can't earn to til I know ur gonna stick around n enjoy life... U can tap dance ur way through my mind to get a feel for how my chances aren't locked behind closed doors... But reachin for those feelings as if they're free, nah, u can get away from me... I'll give u my body so we can find a rhythms beat before u get what's sacred to me... Sex ain't shit yet can grow into some deep fuckin passion nibblin on lips... I'm jus holdin out on the feel good of that tingle until the mingle of devotion makes me wanna give up on bein single...

Ramble on...

So what is it u wanna hear..? A lil soft spoken tenderness placed in the inner walls of ya ear... Maybe a whisper to get those hairs risin to the occasion... Or is it that drip u need an answer for as if more than words are on an invasion... What it is in ya mind you'd luv to read along with..? Movin n lickin ya lips or is it that tickle u want touchin ya rib... I can drop my tongue any which way you'd like til it hits that spot... Red carpet rolled out in such a way you'd slide sideways jus to pop... I could even hit u with a lil luv lingered in pain n showin the switch it took to revolve in between... Maybe tell u I too was crushed after reachin the top n lost a friend that went back into my dreams... Check mate as if playin a game with ur curiosity tryin to avoid intent... Then flip script n ramble on about absolutely nothin jus to vent... So what is it u wanna connect with n I'll spit some shit gabbin at the gums... Grabbin to feel on ya as if to molest ur lusts... Gettin lost in the thought on breakin u the fuck off... Or shall I say writin u a bit of my own emotions as u dig into me with ya claws... Toning it down into a whisper breathing upon ur neck... Tappin on ur ticker with something a lil thicker than the splash makin ur nerves a wreck... All wound up caressin every letter jus to see the display expressed upon ya face... What is it u need me to say..?

After the hype...

So what happens once the feel wears off..? When it becomes an everyday kinda thing... How long til u lose interest in what it is you've found..? I'm seriously jus tryin to make u think... By the time that the goodie good jus isn't new anymore... N what u see before u is still standin where u allowed it to be... Who's to say ur gonna remain in luv with it willin bcuz u can..? Happy with who it is after the hype has past its need... Can u pull through to the other side holdin emotions without turning on a friend..? Unable to look away for they are the answer to ur sacred intent... Bcuz not to many wanna live without the presence of something fresh... As if what they offer is nothin more than lent...

Settled...

Settled...

In a place in my mind all my own... Altered by conditions of decisions to many unknown... Tryin to get at life after nothin ever made sense... Thoughts found the chaos to fuckin intense... Driven to the point on correction that broke free... As the past now cannot touch the memories... Tucked in my head are reasons some could neva choose... The mental aspect drifted n came back stronger than the abuse... Self inflicted corruption was set to the side... N now I sit freed lookin at life... From within isn't of who has become as what jus isn't seen... Yet I find it easy to finally breathe... Alone n in the heart for the luv tried on jus didn't fit... N to each of them it doesn't matter who's actually missed... For the comfort here is an ease that's settled differences within... Making a boy step up to what most cannot recognize as one man of many men... Lost no longer in the selfish ways that consumed emotions feel... In luv with one thing n that is what is real... Lettin loose the creativity of what I've learned... Somehow findin words jus wantin to be heard... To relate as I know I am not the only one... As there's no need for the insanity contently on the run... The mentality came to surface in the mix of all the decisions that went wrong... Yet I too will get along... Buried in my brain are intensions we all seek... Reachin to become a better version of me knowin the difference between wants n needs... Goin from one life to the other is the best way to describe the process of elimination... Placin self in due time that came forth as done with the frustration... Settled nerves have relaxed to be one with time... For I jus wanna be intact as me in a display of rhymes...

Goin down...

Beneath the covers where the light doesn't go rolls the stroke of a tongue in between ya legs holdin on as the feel of it roams with ya hormones that have been more than left completely the fuck alone... Honey I'm home!!!

Lol... My mind is warped...

Where it goes...

I'll get the bottle n u get the ice n we can figure out where the night can go... Slow...  Lettin self out for a moment to ease the fuck back even though I don't drink much... Loosenin up from the first sip to set the mood n if we touch we touch... If not, jus make the Convo like a combo to the mind givin it everything u have tastin names... Opened up for the comfy to trust I ain't gonna pull a mask down away from my own face... Goin deeper than the bottom turned upside down... Enjoyin a night where we ain't drownin in the loneliness that ain't got a say so in what it is we do makin gigglin sounds... Jus straight up fuck this world with the feel of the tingle consumin the booze on the nerves goin numb... It'll be our lil secret on the hush... For once jus diggin to truths so raw... Let's pause!!!

The dog...

Hey I'm goin back to my Life... Where these people are my people... As well as a few more... So don't come around here no more...  I mean, leave... I won't ignore u but there's nothing here we can do... Nuff said... Now get the fuck outta my bed..!

The dog!!!

The bounce...

Everything bounces due to momentum... As people do come as the gotta go... There's no need to resent them... Nothin lasts forever due to we all have a life to live lookin for home... Goin for one way of livin combinin with an others way of life... Mixin up the mingle for a lil while to see how far along it'll show truths... As common minds redirect the emotion said to be what it needs... From point a to point b havin a losin use... N for a moment we sigh then find it hard to breathe... Gettin use to the feel of havin someone around to spend some time with... They're absence triggers the mind goin over thoughts the result to wtf... From that very first endless kiss to the vulgar display of words released from the lips... Realizin it was what it is as what was shared gave up as luv... New found friends linger into our lives hoping to be the one so the hunt is over... Putting in the work on differences attemptin to come to some sort of middle in between relations... Reachin for the skin to connect with reasons to become more than luv'rs... Jus to wind up with what most consider to be uncalled for humiliation... Like a dribble comin from the shove to the ground... The bounce only stays alive if we continue to perfect the skill... Adaptin to one's own self to learn n relate so the next time jus might be what stays... Allowin others perform the enjoyment of thrill... Roundin out as a more full package knowin we're all similar yet not the same...

Let loose in the ramble...

It's that drip that crosses over the lip squeezed from the inner walls as if sipped outta the mind bcuz the heart knows what it is that it craves sucked into a kiss... Lookin for permission to chase the seeks lean back into me in a set of eyes peekin with my reflection runnin as free as the breeze that has their own needs... Tuned in n tapped out spreadin emotion through the word of mouth aimed at the airwaves that carry the sound of voices jus to connect with the vibe long enough to come to terms with the way my own passion comes from the silence n now pounds... Let loose in the ramble of goin in it's the feel of somethin real bangin on chests trying to steal a mates ordeal n make it better than the life prior to I peeled open before em walkin away from their past happily healed... Leakin fantasies into the pockets of my pants in which has holes jus to touch what most can't, playin hard to get in the way it hangs with more than a handful of girth set on display in need of more than a hand to clamp on n lead the way as dirty talkin is heard beyond the endless rant that chants damn... It's the difference in the makin takin on the shiver in the spine shakin naked shapin true shadows in flicker of a flames neva fakin the nature of luv doin more than contiplatin... The truth... Use... Proof... True intent neva on mute... As actions are the use... Knowin who's who... With no need of fools as it's cool... Movin to the way an other grooves... It's the way day turns into night with em by ya side doin time gettin at life primed out with a candy coat that shines the way sight glides n slides with the pop of the flake to turn ya on n rev ya up startin in the presence of the mind...

Blah blah blah...

Tryin to believe...

When the cats got the tongue for the better judgement that holds in the relativity of use... Attemptin to decipher who's who before loss winds up not givin a fuck n the inevitable truce... Undependable words lose interest tucked away from the feelin only the mental understandin can fathom... Shakin the head in disbelief rather than gatherin the facts of what's best for moment to find comfort in the middle of what appears to be random... Goin through the process of not bein able to be self as if trapped within the mind jus wantin out... As time rolls behind the hands that spin due to needs neva makin a fuckin sound... With honesty breakin down beneath the hearts selfish wants that has no direction to correct the linger in life... How long til the motion boils depends on the patience ridin the nerves that goes unsettled tossin in the absence of light... Pulled back into another day of the same ol shit as if the one in which we are under the circumstances simply jus cannot live... Tryin to believe in an other with the trust that lacks the full package with so much luv to give... It's at the bottom of our depths where decisions havta be made to release the weight we carry in relations that won't allow us to be who we truly are... With one thought of takin shit seriously n to the ends of what hasta be done to regain the worth that makes what we go through so fuckin hard...

Rememberin the feel...

U ever had that feelin of fallin into someone who was on u like they jus couldn't get enough..? As if they didn't wanna do without u in a way it turned u on cravin the way sensitivity was touched... Jus straight up invadin ur space bcuz they felt u in the linger jus goin through the middle of life... Windin up doin more than crossin borders in what was that emptiness no one seemed to be willin to fulfill in they're mind... U ever felt the way an other reached jus to feel u n as they made contact it was as if it sent shiverin chills through them as they jus came the fuck to life... Steppin in ur line of sight to say hi my name is about fuckin time... Lost within u immediately to the moment eyes connected waitin for the presence of something they ain't neva seen before lookin u up n down... As the poundin of heartbeats wasn't the only fuckin sound beatin a rhythm spoken through the motion of the mouth... Shapin names on the release of goin all the way the fuck in to the point their ain't no goin back too the life u once knew... As every action swayed with a movement that chuckled without speakin as the delivery was on point as proof... Unable to resist em as u welcomed them in to kick it n find a piece of self for them to claim... With both havin intentions to do a lil bit more than play... Do u remember how it felt to look at someone caught up in who u were as an individual jus wantin to live..? Tastin their lips slidin across that never-endin kiss... Sinkin beneath to explore that tender mo fo open up n have at a chance at luv... Do u remember in they way there was worth in a word like trust..?

Circumstances change...

Leavin em bcuz of what they allow in their life trickles into ya own tryin to live right... N they cannot see it for they do not care enough to redirect relations in their mind... Then again u can't change someone into what u need em to be so u shouldn't have gotten with someone who jus ain't with it... For u allow them in ur presence as it affects others around u lookin at u like damn, I ain't gotta do this shit... From one difference to the next the effects upon the face is priceless as time only gets wasted gettin behind the decisions we make... As some will leave u the fuck alone as well fuckin with the wrong people don't want to part of in even knowing their names... Worth always reflects who we keep around for they are who we become... N then there's some who wake up n get on with life before life is no longer any fun... Awakenin a friend who's stood grounds the established the knowin of use... Yet there's very few who understand the situation as circumstances change with the lack of proof... As it is to choose what's best for self n who it is we truly are... Mentally feelin the heart...

The existence of lies...

Turning upside down findin there is no above below sights reversal in the way the visual has been flipped to be put on hush... Looking through the peepholes for the mind to catch n make sense of an image in the twist of the spiral switchin shit up... Nothin is what it seems n not a one narrow mind can relate to the confusion of sense this world tends to sell in a legal world losin it's humanity... Swingin in the wind as truths are fiction talkin to a strawman that pretends to be as real as the bond it represents hidden behind the humility... We live in a fantasy fed to us through dreams told to us to be as real as the gods that are as man made as legal law that's gained control of the truth... It's like walkin on hands to see upright watchin the horizon flatten the minds bubble like pop to deflate the blinded use in a material world hung on two pieces of a frayed noose... As the key floats in the wind with the breeze said to be the wonder of what's taught to be sane compared to the insanity to go against the existence of lies... It's dark here with so much light goin on by that doesn't rise n fall yet it's watched hoverin the steps taken chased by the moons glow in a moment of false time... Sittin still to capture the movement that somehow hers carried away as if there's nothin we can do... As the common world is a figment of the imagination that's been shaken loose from all reason findin the mind imprisoned without a truce...

The wonder of a woman...

Ur not real... Ur a thought that fucks with my mind... There's a difference in between reality n fantasy that tells the feel... Ur not here in the movement of life... Running through my head making others here unable to compare... As if u could hold the candle to light the room from within my own imagination found... Ur type doesn't exist here in the flesh to be touched n tasted as if rare... I've been infiltrated by a dream from within that's tearin me apart from the inside out... There's no woman I've known that comes so perfectly wrapped... There for ur a fairytale as my resistance needs the norm of the feel to actually be felt through intensions that are more than my own... As the belief in such a female snaps... As only if you'd step outta the drift from where I tend to go... As the package u bring would be the end to the hide n seek game we all know all to well... I need not think of u if ur and cannot hold on to the intensity that lingers between us comin to life... So do tell... Why hide..? Bcuz ur like the wonder of a woman doin a super kinda man in... Able to somehow pull me away from the truth to be defeated by the false presence of a dream... As if that goody good only comes along at night to pretend to be meant... Makin the mornings a gasp of air hard to breathe...

20 lines to collide...

Drop ur truths n step to the side... Lemme see how they handle the real world on the loose without the sliver of the tongue twistin lies... I need a moment with them so I can figure if I can count on what they cannot hide... Pluck them from ur mind... Lay em down n jus back away so I can hear em sigh... To listen to the way they find comfort here as the line crossed is the beginnin of the movements grind... Jus take mine n go decipher the reason for my own intent comin untied... Alone in a moment to find why trust no longer seeks the hype... Go through me as I walk into u n collide with time... Standin still waitin on the finer things to stop n say hi...

We can meet back here when all is said n done n we've had a chance to witness the inner makings of the bind... Holdin all the pages within together that tells the untold tales unable to fake what's worth the while beyond the memories that reside... I'm jus wantin to switch the color of ink that spreads us flush with sight... To become more than a smear takin on the visual of purpose holdin ends together into a loop as we go around n around to enjoy a lil somethin that resembles the meaning of mine... Beginnin with U n I  loosenin up for true intensions to come to life... Ride with me mentally n emotion will feel like the breeze flowin on by... Lettin guards down to show self wantin to be revived... Lookin to dig in to the cryptic writings hidden behind the eyes... Needin to be rewritten before the attempt of relations are to familiar to the distance goin blind... Allowin one an other to come inside...

The basics...

Put on the table or slide to the side... Fall off or we can eat what ur willin to give to my mind... A share made to say here's my end of relations... Appreciative without an appraisal sellin one an other out in retaliation... I'm jus as hungry as u are lookin for a meal worth the taste... M they sold don't pay themselves actin like a free ride is goin down in between a friendship lyin in the time of names... I don't leave the light on for anyone unless they've forgettin who it is I am... Yet that's a flick of a switch as off is better than peepin at a friendly foe takin about damn... I like havin the heat cleans me as it pours upon my skin... Jus like I like the warmth from the cold that brings a grin... Do if u ain't got it in u to take part in having a home the for closes behind u... Don't let out the air bcuz for u I have no use... But if by chance u feel this shit n wanna get at it n do more than play around... Lemme see what it is u have said I've found... Bcuz this here starts with the basics of gettin a job... N the unselfishness of knowin what it takes to afford the cleanliness of a mop... I've spent too much time bein they're for others who's never given a fuck to give in return... N that shit only hurts..

I ain't in it...

I don't care what u do, jus don't pull me into view like I have somethin to do with what it is u do... I ain't no sidekick followin u around dealin with the bullshit I ain't got nothin to do with, so do u... Don't go lookin at me like I'm shady af jus bcuz I ain't down for whatever u concoct in it mind... Know ur roll n I'll know mine standin in place gettin along n doin what we do to pass some time...

Images...

Gettin close with the imagination is a bit to much of wantin more than thoughts lingerin in the head... Trapped without a way to be physically touched is found to be unbareable to the sights behind the eyes of breakin the bed... Images only tease the need to feel someone here in the real world comin to life... A motion devoted to the mystery of how to get them from ya mind to ya sighs...

Self improvement...

Trust no one n the fairytales will exist... Sounds like opposite intensions as it's a crock of shit... The walls built to protect is nothin more than fear holdin us in... Trapped n frightened of the torture again... Believin in the goofiness of they're all the same... Goin inwards away from the games... We only get to involved with self thinkin fuck it... Knowin damn well we'd enjoy a piece of mind as a gift... As to retract beneath what we allow is disturbin say the least... It only drags out time makin life feel loneliness' grief...

The pattern taken...

It's when the attraction tends to get in the way of findin who is beneath the look so desired... Relyin on an appearance as true colors from within makes it difficult to admire... The one standin before us as is in a shape or a face the shows the shallowness we cannot admit... As it only lasts so long before the game is over n the time spent is a waste gone to shit... Findin a friend through eyes unable to see the depths that refused to adjust to reason... N with doin so the end is inevitable like the changin of seasons... Connectin through touch for luv is fooled by the sexual technicality that plays the part... Makin relations plummet into the bitterness of a frustrated heart... With self to blame chasin after vanities image never holdin up... Knowin the need is deeper than the pattern taken towards the meanin of luv... Yet somehow we get caught up in the physicality of looks deceivin the mind... Thinkin beauty is the only thing worth havin to pass time...

A new believer in luv...

Give somethin to believe in... I've only come to terms with a repeated end... It's all I know... Wasted time enjoyed til friends have to go... Findin the maturity level fall below conditions... I need a real admission... Someone who feels the thinking process of getting along... One in which don't ever want to say so long... Show me the difference there is in women... There's no need to speak of where you've been... I've been down that wondering road myself... N I to sit alone thinking of how it turns it in never felt... Reassure my interest with belief... Bcuz I'm having a hard time finding that kind of relief... Fell in n wound up looking at walls... As toes the way with that unforgettable walk... I know u know the feeling all too well... How an other failed to perform the tales they sell... Bubbling gums never take a moment's notice... Holding them the closest... I have life inside of me that just wants to live... As the luv put on hold finds it so easy to give... I jus don't want to bury myself in another dead end... When I'm the only one who bends... To whoever may be that dig make yourself known... I'm no clone... Not a repeat just passing time... I've already captured my mind... N there's things in my head I want to do... Interest n dedication giving proof... Losing the mental state of before the now... Ready to get with it n trigger the effect of the pounce... I'm one man solo in the after affect bottled up... Smiling like some shit wrong yet unfamiliar with an honest touch... Going down in my own story made of the aches n pains... Still standing n perfectly sane... I have just not had that guarantee that allows me to be me... Coming from within as I am to be... N I don't want to get caught up in the misdirection of old relations... I'm fully aware not everyone is the same as use lingers beyond the humiliation... Being my eyes of a chance was taken life could be an event between two hearts... Leading the way like a work of art... N I'm tired of playing with words read to relate... I just crave to hear the time my name... Said in a way the step towards her would be my final lean... Connecting the communication living the endless dream... As becoming closer answers the question we all seek... Wrapped in arms that just wants me to breathe... Can u feel me from a far reaching for where I belong..? Drifting with similar feelings vital to emotions song... I'm so sick of the rotation of luv'rs going astray... Realizing worth isn't the intent in which they prey... Hear me out... Listen to the vibe leaping from my mouth... There's a man going to waste unable to revive what once was... N over the bullshit that's claimed the rush... Opened up I can be there lack there of... If the right female is willing to appreciate the little things that have been hushed... Never desperate in the way I move I'm just holding my own... Keeping a look out for the one who digs into my done... Not so far gone within themself... Able to come out n play with an individual in a simultaneous melt... I'm taking about the fill package just wanting to get it on... Physically n mentally wanting more... So where are u at..? Let's chat...

Two in the same...

I felt alive once.... Kinda like a past life that found its way into emptied dreams... I smiled as if it couldn't get any better... As I remember I was bein smothered for selfish needs that turned out to be wants instead of me... There was a time well before the change within that redirected my place in my own hearts ache where I had what I wanted here... Draped in luv so shallow only expressed through words that ended the battle of worth... Gone I went to be unheard even though there were perks... A will to be sat alone wonderin wtf am I... Literally through emotions I believe I lost my mind... Jus to come to in my own standin on what makes me tick... N the reasons given was those there of to her that I'd bneva be missed... In a time where goin all in spoiled the one I had to live without... As days goes by in another's eyes remindin me of the same ol shit as I do not speak that sound... Someone in which the magic could reassure me of what I'm doin is what they seek... Only if she'd see me for who I am still tryin to get her to come along n finally breathe... Two in the same as the identical person capturin my thoughts that jus may be blind... Thinkin what am I doin but runnin outta time... I was happy for a second time as I was revived yet neva accepted in yet another heart that went astray... N neither of them fell in luv with the flava of my name...

Never to be seen as a loss...

They stop paying attention after a while... Seems their interest is the lack there of as it's short lived... Always wantin someone in there here of the now fallin into them when they can't fall into anyone in return..  the guesstimation is prolly they ain't got much of anything to give... Jus quick spurts til they get what they want... Livin in the moment not to stick around with the mentality of a selfish fling they call luv... No matter if ur into it or not they tend to shy away in the aspect of physical attraction n the shallowness it brings to light... No depths, no chance to make somethin good outta relations waitin its turn to feel the hype... N that's jus the longer that settles the differences between what's real n what can fuck off... Never to be seen as a loss... Knowin if a single smile would rise to the likeliness of self attemptin to show em somethin new... Something that would rather get tangled up in life needs to be used... As they can't see past their own ways of blame that points at individuality jus needin a friend... Comin to the movement of two as one as the inevitable end...

The slit

Lookin for the words to say this shit... Feelin the presence of every individual letter avoid the lip... Diggin up old ways the r.i.p. jus takes a sip... To revive the dribblin spit that only makes self look foolish... Rippin open the English vocab to find a new way to say it through q kiss... Tryin to break a rib expressin the feel of it running off at the jibs... Lickin what could be missed if it ever turned n was dismissed... Pist on the let down as if I flipped into that spiralin twist... Although I'm jus tryin to get a sip of a clit with the tongues flick n lick a nipples tip upon a tit... In a repeated motion of everyday to live n luv with the same thick azz as positions are switched... Gettin to that itch with interest n intent to specify hers n his... With distance for the walkin to unclenched the fists this world balled up as if a drunken Mick ready to split someone's wig... Makin the final slit in the hearts tenderness open up to be reinvented as the hole to drain the linger of fits... One last scar to heal lashes from the whips crisp crack as wits comes about to play with issues n hints... Simply unable to resist the way emotions grip the lid peeled back as friends exist...

Unfelt...

Unrolled tongues speakin truths neva heard to the naked ear waitin it's turn... Callin bs on the twists to make self feel better as if there was somethin we jus havta learn... Broken hearts n drained minds on the reflection of incapability at its finest... Makin two wrongs point as the flava of letters are what's remembered as timeless... Friends actin like foes in the moments where failed is a reality in relations bend... Pretendin to put up a front to bare face thinkin the best case scenario is the end... Unable to be self for emotion has over ridden the mental capacity to be sane... To remain the same in luv as it was before with the distasteful deliverance of names... Taken from the lips as meant by the feelin of hurt that's had enough of the never-endin way... Strangers touch the better side of the bitter end n go as quick as they come jus here to say hey... Luv'rs undercover lookin like a connection beyond the physical attraction gone wrong... Exposed in due time as a truce neva to beg for the mercy as it went way to far past so long... Honest dribbles are slung as desperation in the heat off passion takin a turn for the worst... Bonds broken n severed from the life it clung to with so much joy left in the hands of unused worth... Confused n misdirected by tone alone that fuels the fire takin away from n losin control... As only if a more mature level of understandin could somehow overshadow the chizzle chippin away at the stone gone cold... The heart finds the freeze to be self empowerin lookin down upon an other as if they ain't fakin the phunk... So what is luv..? When no one fights for anyone other than themselves... Who in fuck is truly bein felt..?

To be done!!! The feeling that brought u to life... I know... I've been there... Hide if u must... Cut the fuck loose ur more u... Me too... It's called luv... Respect... Trust... Communication... N the essence of touch... To know the meanin of home... N find the lack there of... Done!!! No more... It is over... I know that feelin oh so well... But I'm more in luv with the fact that it's not my problem... Or better yet I to luv self as much as to be a friend... Ooh the joy of life... N it's jus past that raw emotion of it's about fuckin time... N not need or want anyone to slide in bcuz it's ok... Oh my... Goodbye!!!

Can u walk away knowin I'm out here on my own..? With only an imagination that tells me what luv is as the reality certain it all about thrones... Kings n queens that turn into goblins at the bitter end... Could u visual life without me as u step to the left n let me pass as friends..? Am I to be missed under the circumstances of shit changes n right now u jus don't know what u want..? Let's talk about luv... Come up with the terms that shows the differences in the version we seek... How easy would it be to remove me from that want that feels like need..? It's the question to be asked for u don't know what u have til the memory kicks in with daydreams... Knowin the presence of myself is gone... Be honest with yourself n speak as if it could finalized at any moment as we pause... Am I worth that time ur willin to give to that one person u find unresistable... There is nothin worse than goin on without someone who's told u ur irreplaceable...

Lemme guess, jus let her go n let the grace claim her... Like it ain't shit throwin up the dueces with a couple birds like I'll check u later... Hmm, that's some fucked up shit... u ever think there's a few that's fallen in between the cracks that could make a difference if somehow they could be fixed... Yet it's allows give up on em so societies ways ain't have materially... Selfishly... U could jus be the difference that could pull em through... The only thing the cling to... As I'm suppose to jus walk away talkin shit with a fuck u pushed into the lineup of everything else that's gone wrong... To me that's a fucked up reality of how to treat someone who could have a way by ur doings to save their life before for they're not yet gone... As I to get the limits of u ain't tryin to do shit to help yourself with ur own free will to capture the control of ur life... I get it how they gotta claim it as mine... Yet when's enough enough when they're in the crease still kickin jus needin a fuckin friend... Most of em ain't got nowhere to go bcuz of people like u who cannot bend... Pointing fingers lettin em continue to go somewhere they jus might make it back from as long as it doesn't effect ur superficial life... N it's a fucked up state of mind... Yeah it's their life but maybe they jus need a lil help to push em in the right direction... U ever think the negativity u carry upon them is like an infection... The drugs make all the pain go away... What could mean the most to them is ur own fuckin name...

The sea of luv

On a bit of the other side backin away...
Behind the scenes of the sea of faces in perfect space... Front n center wearin masks that resemble the truth... Watchin em stare tryin to catch an eye from the recluse... A wave a shore is those first to get in the way... Eager minds of so many interests of levels wantin play... Angled out from the zoom takin a different route not so close... There is no walkin on the moistures edge of goin under the flow... Hope only floats if breaths are taken beneath the concern of luv... Catching a sail to more shallow waters where the bottom can be touched... Once the feel chills the bone losin control to the shiver of the shake.. Life from the depths wash away asnew ripple slide into place...

No pain...

Don't apply ur pain to me n I'll be good too u by the chance we have this time to live together for the remainder of what's left of everything we know...

Don't apply ur pain to me... Thing is I won't havta be the same way with u... We both know we've been givin this chance to be together... Jus think of how much time we have to enjoy everything we know...

Done!!!

To be done!!! The feeling that brought u to life... I know... I've been there... Hide if u must... Cut the fuck loose ur more u... Me too... It's called luv... Respect... Trust... Communication... N the essence of touch... To know the meanin of home... N find the lack there of... Done!!! No more... It is over... I know that feelin oh so well... But I'm more in luv with the fact that it's not my problem... Or better yet I to luv self as much as to be a friend... Ooh the joy of life... N it's jus past that raw emotion of it's about fuckin time... N not need or want anyone to slide in bcuz it's ok... Oh my... Goodbye!!!

Same ol...

It's a difference in the consideration... In the way luv takes on the humiliation... We can't keep looking for what we had in a prior friend... A luv'r can't determine the minds twisted bend... It's findin something different that reasons with self... A more passionate maturity willin to be felt... To keep on with the same ol shit things will needs change... With eyes lookin forward as the heads spins from the games... Livin in past causes too much pain the heart can't bare... Grown hatred as emotions become scared... Time must heal a loss before relations can continue as knowin what best... We gotta stop seekin out those who are a spittin image of the last dug from the chest... Who are we is a reflection of who we allow in our lives... N there's no reason to live stompin grounds that have no sense of life... Sexual intent is only to cover up the need we feel... It ain't until we motivate ourselves to have better we actually learn of what's real... As the process excavates the shallow surface in which we play... Roots have no chance to grow if we keep doin the same ol thing... Makin a final stance to ease the comfort of neva havin to lose yet another that's gotten so close... It all breaks down to where in the fuck is home..? Tryin to replace instead of correct what's goin astray... We'll wind up becomin someone else forgettin to forgive so the heart can move on to a more grateful way... We cannot want on someone we haven't met what we had in a previous mingle... We'll only wind up right back here askin why am I single... As the term live n let live is a sayin that compliments the mental status we share... N if we rotate the what reminds us of others it'll end sooner than later as no one cares.,. Truth be told it's our own fault we don't redirect or thoughts... N if we can't we get caught in a pause... Tryin to figure out what in the fuck went wrong... N we all know how it goes listenin to the same ol same song... Wantin someone to come along n be what we've haven't seen before... Yet if we cannot define who it is we are we'll neva enjoy the way we were meant to explore... A deeper, rawer feelin that we all possess... Down to the moments that determine the right amount of intellect... It's foolish n selfish due to another time we've rid ourselves of... But keep searchin for the same ol shit as we label it luv...

Makin a miracle nod...

Gimme somethin that's gonna fight for me if the time even comes... That that's mine type of shit with a level head of u knowin wtf u have in me... I wanna see some shit I'd do my fuckin self... No matter what the situation is different by side as friends first with a certain kinda need... Neva wantin to go without my luv... Always willing to give a lil more... Bcuz u know damn well imma do what I gotta do to hold ya azz close enough to taste the sweat coming from ur pours... So let's have at it n make a miracle nod it's fuckin head... Takin about y'all's a trip but knowin ain't no one else worth the time in the middle as half way met... On a more serious level where ur sex game is on point not afraid to get it in... Mind fuck me n force the interest to come from within... Once over the limits of comfort boundaries will disappear at if they've never existed... N I guarantee u you'll neva havta miss it... I'm lookin for loyalty steppin up as honesty freaks my own understandin of relations... Compliment me by what u do that makes me wanna fuck with u to the point where there's no fuckin way u could eva be at imitation... Real n none proper yet above the ignorance that typical females take pride... I need somethin different n more like me goin in to neve returnin back too the feel of alone with the wonders of why's... Fit in in ur own way as I would fillin the void that lived far too long... Bcuz if u have a sense of humor n u carry yourself like u take care of yourself business we could neva go wrong... Make me wanna step up to the woman u out before me n watch me come unglued... Bcuz what u don't know is I'm something you've neva been introduced to...

Aint no freebies...

Diggin in to the bottom of the pockets where the lint mingles with the ducats that in fact are mine... Yeah I have enough for me so idk what ur thinkin like as if I'mma give a hand out like what doesn't come natural is so fuckin free... I believe U jus may n u jus must be losin ur fuckin mind... Ain't nothin I got worth handin over for it be like time goin to waste as my earnings flutters in the winds breeze... I'd rather give it to the holes in some old sweats from a time where I reached in a lil to far to help those who neva helped me... There isn't a freebie I'd cater to if I wasn't gettin something in return n I ain't neva paid for no pussy so that's shits absurd... This shit puts food on my table as there is a roof that holds up the lights above so I can hit the snooze in the a.m. before I awaken to go get me some more of a so called dream... Don't get it in ya head that I'mma tap myself out knowin my heart knows of the struggle lookin up n looked down upon as callin out for help is neva heard... I feel ya but I've been on that road where givin kept me from my potential n held me not only back but down tryin to believe in other's that ain't with it enough to share there cut to have a lil somthin to be enjoyed... Goin in ain't gonna happen n ain't no way ur gonna make me cross my own thoughts thinking ur the same kinda friend I am... There's limits that have been met overstepped reached n breached teaching me I gotta have my own back due to the constant neglect n void... As I stand in place countin digits bcuz I fuckin can...

My heart's listening...

U need to start speakin to my heart n not so much to my mind... Bcuz my thoughts can't convince the emotion to want anything less than real in my life... Maybe ur words of u direct ur time can pull it through... Time seems to be standing still n the doors is locked for me to poof... Gone like the wind that brought me to luv's touch... N I think it might listen if ur delivery didn't come on a broken crutch... Ease my temptations battlin within n watch me rise to the occasion... Bcuz some no friendship worth goin within the elevation... I need a fine tunin to correct a few things that went off their own way... Those lil things that make a difference n makes a man wanna stick around n fuck with pet names... So if ur gonna talk to me from it own heart make sure ur mind is intact... Bcuz my feelings won't listen to u if ur not down to truly interact...

The possibility of closure...

I ain't tryin to get to gabbin at the gums for my bite will sink in n unsettled closure jus might set us free... U see I'm holding on by bare minimum here n I don't know how to go about it bcuz I'd like to believe that it's me... Even though I've mutter on muffled words that only come out when I'm alone with the thought of movin on... As I jus don't know how to tell u how the heart jus can't take no more sittin in ur hands to be constantly torn... So how can I say it..? Where's the courage I once had as I stepped to u jus to taste ur lips... Seems this friendship ain't what it was back when things looked like we were all we needed... As when I think of u now the only thing that comes to mind is that I've been defeated... N this lingers on bcuz I got in me to speak on the loss that'll end what my own emotion clings to as hope... As the movie on is prolly best to say the least so there's no confusion in between how we cope... Yet u ain't come my way to finalize a damn thing either... So how am I to put a stop to this bcuz we jus Mary be takin a breather... Knowin we both jus want someone to hold us tight... To hang on with all their might... N bein stuck in this situation jus hurts to the point where we could be happy if we jus let go... As the silence is neva outspoken as emotions are put on hold... Runnin outta time to build a life with someone new... All bcuz in our minds it is us no matter what fallin short of proof... Times gettin away n life is bein spent waitin around on dreams lost behind the nights where we're so far away from one another... Findin ourselves in the arms of other so called luv'rs... Ones in which are prolly doin the same azz shit... Painterly loving without the one that could fix how it feels to land upon a kiss... N it brings me to ask how much longer is it gonna be before we get on with this or we leave it in the part..? Bcuz something's gotta give n one of us hasta step up n acknowledge the facts... One way it the other this has to be addressed... It's doin nothin but making both of our lives a total fuckin mess...

Checkin out the goods...

U eva caught someone jus lookin at u that didn't have that typical stare..? Like it wasn't purely sexual as their eyes made luv to who u are n not to ur vanity shared... Jus turnin around n they're so lost in thought they don't know u even spun n caught them fixatin on u... As u jus take notice to the compliment n wonder what's goin on in their mind to lose a moment of reality to be witness to the interest of proof... Stuck til they come to n see u lookin back watchin em fidget in the way they move somewhat shocked by the they've been caught... N have u eva been on the flip side n felt em spin on u n lock in flattered that you've had a second to pause... It's a beautiful thing when two people find that reason of comfort knowin the attraction is met... Yet it's even better when they look past the physical presence n see somethin they jus don't wanna miss...