luv is lust

it was once u did what you've done is y it still hurts to see u smile.
since the day of u fuckin failin good times cuz u couldn't be real as if a child.
I've felt the passion n I've felt more than the pain on which u spread.
funny is how I thought I was opened under ur scalpel not to wind up dead.
inside I crumbled within the inner walls you walked through in my mind.
followin u as I chased ya thru the heart that skipped beats knowin u were mine.
I remember what it felt like that somehow jus wasn't enough to last.
n standin in the middle of luv so madly crazy, I knew you'd wind up in my past.
n until u I didn't know what it was like to never be able to walk through home forever again.
cuz it meant nothin under the circumstances to give a lil bit to me as ur man.
the one that stood in place n absorbed more betrayal than emotion could handle.
it's a mystery how bitter sweet somethin that real can jus fade like a melted candle.
u dropped me to my knees n stepped away as if I was nothin more than dead.
I will remember how it was n what u coulda avoided by tellin me the truth instead.
consider done is past tense of finished s I've stepped outta what I become to who I was.
well before u as reality now is a new kinda me with a better understandin, luv is lust.