a wonder in my mind

if I were to die before ur eyes, would u feel anything that resembles a loss like no other.
what if I were to lay to waste dyin inside seperated from what I know as the perfect luvr.
maybe express I've never disconnected within from a touch like urs before that changed me forever.
would the space between linger in ur mind where u realized its me u missed all together.
I jus wanna know before the time comes so I can react to the depth of ur luv silenced.
it mean more than hopin it's u that finds reason in y I'm worth somehow without the violence.
if I were to fade into the distance somewhere unseen as u didn't know my whereabouts.
would u eventually come searchin for the friend I wanna be as emotions speak out loud.
standin n waitin on the truth of what it is we're suppose to be in a world so fuckin cold.
is it me u dream to always wanna be wrapped in my arms as real as life itself as it's u I hold.
if it came to bein misplaced in time cuz we're so blinded by the rage in front of luv that fights with blame.
could u stop n witness the pain caused is cuz we care on a level the nights would never be the same........
it's a wonder in my mind of who it is we're truly gonna play out to be face to face.
friend or foe n even a stranger after sharin the deepest passion once the heart is tangled within its cage.