as real as i can possibly let loose

if ever hurt u, know I never meant to.
n by chance if tomorrow became somethin of the past, please remember I wanted it to last.
cuz it be the luv in ya smile shapin ur lips that would neva go outta style.
no matter what happens I have room for u, deep within the truths.
lets jus say perhaps u weren't there that first mornin in the beginnin of a new life torn.
I'd think bout cha n wonder in time where it is u drifted away in my mind.
carryin the loss of how u touched a secret place I'd hold only for u lost in luv.
in other words as pages tell the story, in the end it be u that gave the glory.
I'm jus speakin from a gentle depth clingin to knowin u in a way how I if wound up alone without u, I truly enjoyed ur stay.
a million miles of separation couldn't part me from the emotion reachin for the devotion.
n if u wind up somewhere without me blowin in the wind, the thought would hurt the tears drippin from my chin.
it feel as if home was that one place I could Neva go, n anywhere else would fade slow.
with a single memory of how it felt to be that one closer than anyone so madly in luv.
the passion u made me feel without tryin most likely might in all honesty, leave me livin miserably.
crackin smiles n attemptin to find my way like open arms would feel as comfortable as urs, naked to to the core.
hear me if ur listenin, cuz I fell deep enough to swim in paradise whistlin.
speakin to the nature of the hearts undyin claim jus wantin u still the same.
from day one til the day I'd parish as in between is the me showin its u I cherish.
livin in n outside of my dreams, its no matter if I'm awake or asleep I know u r my reality.
calmin my understandin of what luv is suppose to be somehow alive inside as I breathe.
there is no searchin for who it may be that owns my heart cuz its been u from the start.
n even though I didn't know you'd be felt so intensely within, the insanity I feel for u makes sense with a sane grin.
but if u havta say I had to go, take with u a piece of me that one day maybe might help u know.
u r luvd in a unique kinda maturity that has learned by holdin ur hand, as soft as pride has melted for u to mold as I became ur man.
ur free to run through my mind forever not only as an expression, but as u in true form missed if we Neva meet expectations.
as real as I can possibly let loose, I feel u as if we were still new.