lil bit

it felt as if I was on my own.
lost n disabled.
within who it was I once was.
standin n so very able.
my life as I knew it would never be the same.
cold I fell deep.
it wasn't how it was suppose to be.
ended was my one dream.
n outta nowhere u were there.
as I knew I had to have u.
jus didn't know how much til u gave a lil bit.
n ever since I've fallen to the truth.
I went from that need of emotion I'd never hold.
to u never leavin no matter what.
it's redirected my heart.
guided by my mind willingness to pause.
so I can feel u grow within a place I thought no one would ever go.
n once before I fucked up.
but u were there as I cheated my head.
n in UI fell deeper in luv.
u showed me the me I couldn't find starin back that touched.
n til then as u came back thru the door I didn't know.
I never knew what it was I seen in u.
couldn't pin point what it was I actually chase after u for.
but now I know it's u my all calls a truce.
sacrificin n prepared to understand u cuz ur jus like me.
open hearted n sinking in to what doesn't need to be gone without.