a mature state of mind

in the process of shut down mode one is tired of gettin hurt. Cuttin ties to the ungrateful seems to be the only way to find true worth. Never allowin any one person to get close enough without proof of security. Closin the cage so emotion can find comfort in the way it is felt. Gettin what's been put into relations so stability leveled has the help. Calmin the situation is not as hard to get back to in the presence of reality. Havin a mature state of mind with reason balanced livin outside what appears to be a dream. The final curtain that closes is accepted when all else has failed. Walkin outta one life into the next as everyday life changes cuz another is stale. Unwillin to compromise rights n wrongs with a tone carried that speaks more than they care. Fact of the matter is the enjoyment between two people is in fact a moment together spent with no common ground will never become a pair. Findin they come n they go a way of life to unlock self to someone else. Not that anyone ever wants to part with the touch that's molded the whelps'. Jus to know them was the passion shared that faded for a new mornin of happiness gained. It's the control n understandin of character that doesn't place blame. Everything runs it's coarse til the day the end is witness to the pain deletin the settled smile. Leavin at the doorstep what seemed to be worth the while. In the breakin point that shatters a bond is what is unfortunately undeniable. Only one really wants it more to give will meanin to go as far as bein reliable. N the snap back is like a rubber band that jerks an individual in reverse. So that of a realization can be seen for what it really is to decide they don't wanna be hurt.