end

reachin,
grabbin,
clingin @ that 1 thing i want the most b4 its lost.
draged,
clawin,
scraped back in2 my mind as it forces once again reality 2 settle in.
leavin,
dreamin,
kickin, wit a fierce vengiance 2 have what i want.
swingin,
beggin.
pretendin it doesnt matter when all has gone 2 hell.
thinkin,
blinkin
knowin everything jus gav way, fell in, gave up.
fleein,
greivin,
facin the brutal truth n wonderin what was the use?
fightin,
wantin,
feinin 4 it 2 wrap itself around me.
hurtin,
desrvin,
beatin n drained as its the end losin another friend.
creatin,
immitatin,
tryin 2 find a way 2 bend so i dont break.
chokin,
losin,
givin in 2 the noose when will it end?
poutin,
hearin,
screamin in silence as i sit in aw.