a lil fun

i got this evil built up inside. its got a voice n u n it collide. it tells me 2 do things. do not stop ur bodies drained. its hard 2 fight the erge. as feelins boil as memories reamerge. head games playin tug o war. losin reasons y answers made no sense all i c is the gore. come on in. sit down n attempt 2 settle the nerves. but b careful n choose ur own words. its waitin its chance 2 lunge. actin out all the lil things it never thunk. i try 2 tame the tste of retaliation but it resists ur existance. forcin long deep gulps regurgitated by ur performance. ooooh the hatred is 2 strong. n its been way 2 long. come play with the man in my head. help me ease the pain of his pretendin ur dead. im jus askin 4 a few minutes of ur day. 5 minutes n we can end all thats gone o so wrong n y it must obay. please i beg. release the torment i hold within, let my monster explain 2 u what will make it grin. its beaten n done. its had enough n only wants 2 have a lil fun.