jackazz

iv been 2 a bad place n back.
a good place n turned my back.
iv traveled roads n burned bridges.
stood 4 who i was n realized it was not what i intended.
iv forgotten those what i thought had my back.
just 2 turn n give it back.
looked in2 the future n seen nothin but blackness.
walkin away i found my own piece of happiness.
iv done things i still dont like 2 hear of.
makin my feel who iwas n i hate the fact that i felt done.
voices n faces remindin me of what i had become.
mirrored glass changin me in2 my on true 1.
there is so much i have 2 admit n accept.
n iv done just that as i can face the affects.
im no where near who i was.
fightin 4 reasons i needed 2 get away from me again.
i found comfort in knowin y 1 treats another as if their human.
lessons n scars r 1 in the same inside.
n from these i refuse 2 hide.
pushin me far from what i hate the most.
lonelyness n emotionless with out a conscience. lost.
i can stand now as a man 4 iv made the difference that was long over due.
watchin n checkin me daily cuz i can slip back in2 that same ol fool.
distant n knowin better i resemble the smile that glows upon my face.
4 i kno i am no longer that jackazz id love 2 break in half.