love hate thing

its good 2 b filled from the inside out.
lettin sum1 in 2 find out what ur all about.
touch n feelin, patchin holes in the heart. becomin alomst brand new with a over due fresh start.
livin with a smile behind sum kinda purpose.
steppin away from ur everyday routine,or circus.
walkin n talkin, layin n sayin, hearin whats needin 2 b said the most.
back n 4th through da heart, sailin from coast 2 coast.
with meanin, pluggin the holes sinkin ur vessel as it stays afloat.
jottin down memories with photos once lived, once takin, once wrote.
who knows what faze guided by an unknown face will control ur next move.
tellin 2 taste the tongues spit wash away all gone wrong with its very own groove.
pushin the pain n all that's been done aside 2 allow it 2 happen.
seems u can only truly find sum1 when ur minds been a nappin.
feelin over whelmed by feelings buildin n formin in2 sumtin thats makes u happy.
consumed by these emotions that dont make u feel so nasty
so whats wrong with givin in when all u want is 2 be wanted by a friend.
takin da bumps n bruises that guide n tell us if it'll last til the end.
its a love hate thing that 4 some reason we can not control.
yet with repeated actions we find ourselves wantin mo.
lettin a stranger grip n repair 4 a brief moment til it fades.
reachin with red slapped hands feelin the left over pain.
triggerin self 2 learn more bout numbero uno in a time of practice makes perfect.
hopin 2 find somethin within some1 that shares the same desires that wont leave us hurtin.