Open your eyes...

Don't close your eyes. I don't want you dreaming of me. Stay awake n look at who you're with. Memorize them as they taste your lips. Fight the urge to drift of away from reality. Be present in your life while making luv with sexuality. Please stay where you are so you to can have a better life. I'm not one to think of when the hot n heavy begins to grind. Remain in his stare I insist you to be awake. As open as your heart can be so he too doesn't receive something fake. Give him that n be where you are. Do not come searching for me in your head when orgasms bang like alarms. It's not fair when another is giving you that part of themself to chase memories. You'll only create the creation of their very own insanity. Lay still if you must or act out fantasies that turn your on. Whatever you do acknowledge the fact of emotions worn. As facial expressions do not lie to a friend in the middle of pleasure so fine. You havta force yourself to be in your moment for you are no longer mine. Whether it's fuck or fight, allow yourself to gain new desires. It's more then your face he craves when the body heats as if there's a fire. Be one with the flame that lights up your depths in the night. N no matter how much your eyes roll into the back of your head you cannot wish it were me with your when moans turn into sighs. Open your eyes n show him what you want. N if he ain't down for your kinda fun maybe he ain't the one. Just don't use me as a decoy so your jollies can pop. I'm not the one you should be imaging when you mount him up top. Feel him n not a had been as me. Remember how I chose to leave. Hate fuck him if you must if that's your thing. Until your passion drowns out the pain n your hormones begin to sing...