Help me...

Are you gonna help me? I need someone to help me escape. Don't tell my secret. N trust I'm not playing games. I'm just caught in the mix of the simple life n no drama allowed. It's peaceful here n I'm content ASF. But if honesty was too speak, I could use a friend. Someone in more than attracted to but can relate with as long more important than luv. Can you get me? Hiding n a wasted lose of a life. Rotting slowly waiting on the desperation of hope. Wanting to exit the depths of my own twisted mind. Can you help me surface n live like there's no tomorrow? As the real me is exposed on true form. Fuck, I don't even know who you are. N that scares every bit of willingness back into porn. It's just, who are you? Why me off so others that can give you what you seek? N yet, yell me in not useless. Maybe I'll believe it if words are what they seem. I'm not a lost cause. I'm just a romantic caught up without someone to enjoy who I am. As faces rotate in a cycle that express intent. Help me open up n I'm be something along the lines of daaaamn! Break through my stubbornness n refuse to move outta my way. I know the work put in goes both ways, but if it isn't real? If I'm what's just an attraction none the less. Tell me. I'm listen to what you have to confess.  Just be honest n be present if you can comprehend use. I need not feel lesser than my own worth. Please don't put me through the same ol tests. I'm subtle n humble to say the least. But I'll stand my ground so my smile can shine. Help me the way I could help you evolve. We're not dealing with endless time...