Emptied n waiting...

Words, in the way of saying the heart's untold truths. Buried depths in the tongue hide the most sacred tales left in the youth. Age, claiming emotion scared to open the gates. As happiness forgets what it's like to believe in fate. Rambles, struggle to find sound to be heard. The voice speaking in circles to avoid relations seeking worth. Silence, twisting the chaos into what makes sense. Leaving a vague adjustment in the aftermath creates a defense. Watching, lifeless reflections react to the not wanting to be seen. Drifting so far away from self dreaming of a day to be freed. Paralyzed, motions damn near have rigor mortis setting in. Feeling the numb blanket the fear lingering within. Fuck, a life lived behind locks that have no key is just waiting on death. With comfort in the thought of it being over sighs so the voices can rest. Chatter, manipulating the face into fake smiles so no one knows. Safety at the end of another day settles the nerves from hope. Captured, belittled n full of tears never to be released. People come to go just to eventually become a tease. Alone, it fades in time spent shutting down in the dark. Afraid to turn the light on to see if anyone is looking to take part. Imagining, a false presence that missed out but it's okay. Lies babble from lips slipping into the relentless escape. Depression, finds a friend never to change or switch sides. N there's nothing left but to die...