No?

Can I? No? Ok. I won't ask again. Damn the battle of being taken seriously. Lost as if there's nowhere to call home. Yeah the feeling sucks. Only if I could come across one. Maybe I'd have a reason to open up. N yet, those I cling to shun me out their life. N others I jus cannot connect with. Hey! No? Alrighty then. Why try? I get it. I'm just a face in the crowd. Someone who's too far gone. I'll just leave them be. Live as a loner. Go without every being truly felt. Nah, I don't want sex. I know you don't believe me. In your mind I'm a player. Hiding behind the front laced in my eyes. Oh, how wrong the thoughts of me. So I'll just make you laugh. Sit back n gather the silence. N wait. Bcuz what's the point? Everyone wants the typical bs with the same fuckin results. Danger I'm the stranger. The psst in the wind. Quiet bcuz not everyone needs to know my situation. But that too you is some sneaky shit. Although if just live to get to know someone before the worried interferes. Seems that's too much to ask. Though I'm said to prolly have more than a few. Ain't that a bitch. Labeled due to looks. For I have shit on the up n up. Or is it they can't relate to leveling up? Fuck. I'm willing to urge success. To grow together n find higher grounds. Aye yo! No? It's what it is. I'm just an azz that speaks up. Scaring off the weak. Realizing not many have truly found themselves. Why did everyone havta be living through someone else? How could they ever be a real friend? It's cool. But. Um. No? Ain't nothing new to me. I'm a freak that just wants to fuck. Believe what you want. Describe everyone with the same tone. N put me at the end of your curiosities. That is if I'm even considered.  More than likely that's a prolly not. Im to different to fit in to the crazy you pretend to be. You need another that feeds your ego huh? The bows, bends n breaks to stay. Maybe that's why you sidestep me. I'm your head I'm an issue that complicates your own games. Are you afraid you won't get your way? That someone like me will challenge you with reason. Are you not ready to toe the line to see what you're really about? Half stepper you just may be. It is it you think I'm above others? If just live to talk. No? Fine, I'll leave you be. Go play the role of emotions that end to fast. Other me. I can take a hint. I'm no one to you. A threat if anything if I must tell it like it is. Then again, I must not be what reciprocation wants. Am I off the walk to you likings? Would you like to chill n figure out who's who? No? Ok, I had to attempt to show you I like you one last time...