Idk...

What are you doing for income bcuz I can't do it in my fuckin own. But then again, I could. But why would I need you? I don't expect you to max the fuck out. But are you capable of putting in if live as we know it. Knowing it ain't easy being in one's own. Tell me, what's going on in your world that might create a crave. A server of, yes!!! A lil bit of let's see how things go. I'm butt order either so just be you. Winging a moment to take a chance, at least that's what I'm told. To say aside the mental perfections n accept someone for why they are. As that's something I've forgotten how to do. But I'm open to the reality of giving in. To see if you have what it takes to last til the end of time. Butt I'm sure you're asking yourself, who am I? Returned, I'm just. Fighting the urge to get close. Afraid of who I met in to bribe the won't one all over again. N I'm scared. Yeah I'm a man but fuck you. I'm human first. Bare n naked n outta shape. I don't feel like much anymore. I'm not what I used to be. But I have it in me just so you know. N yet, I'm not just for anyone who comes along. But don't let that scare you off. If luv to know if you have a moment to relate. Without speaking of what's already come to pass. I'm not interested in where you've been. It's who is that intrigues me so just be who you are. Ah with knowing a Lil about me, where do you do m stand life? Wtf have your done to better your chances on your own? I'm not wrong sir asking. Not the least one but. Who in the fuck are you? Bcuz I've sacrificed enough. Like your, I don't need another weight holding me back. That is if you're the type that believes without treason the way I happen to do. I don't want you to be anything I've ever known. Not everything I've never have. I'm just, so be whatever your truths can prove. N maybe we can help each other feel like we actually fuckin belong. Without the questions of who in the fuck are you the way you are? As we live to be. Together as a force bcuz we're both ok on our own. Able to reach the better life that calling or names. From a day but as of we could every come so near. With all the bs of who's really who clouding the mind. It's confusing to me so I could only imagine what this world looks like to you. With everyone just wanting to be entertained! Not knowing it goes both ways so smiles cling to moments willing to live. Or have we forgotten in the mix of doing what we havta do that emotion does exist? Don't tell me I'm the only one that faded into the shadows waiting on a fuckin stream that doesn't exist. Or do, I can take it. But if you feel me, I'm here in the wonder running through my mind. As honest as I can speak on the contents of who you do not know in me. In the same as I haven't a clue of you did to we fit into a world that hides to save self....