from then to the now...

chasing thoughts through the mind as if the past could ever be caught. around goes the curve of the lean for speed just to ease into a pause. oh how lost self sinks into trying to gather sense of what confuses the ability to think straight. as there's nowhere to hide when the energy settles in blank expressions upon the face. changing is the memories twisting into an opposing reality that slowly accept the depths needing to live. pulling outta the dwelling on the back end of the trickling effect that confuses emotional ties. the hunt defines the presence of self evolving into true form willing to adjust to a new direction mentally sound. though the interaction from then to the now hasta coexist to transform lessons learned into the correction of what spews from the mouth. as the tongue plays with tones n volumes so the one in the mirror can nod. with a lil time spent alone to reclaim the inner makings of pieces snug to the fit that at first seem so odd. lingering is the search through nights darkened n seeking a flicker to brighten the moods swing. rummaging in between the facts n filtered remains losing images along the way just doin one's own thing. reintroducing the head's content with the chest opened to be happy no matter the situation that comes to go. understanding the winging of winds that whip up whistles whispering soft breaths in the ear. in the aftermath of reinventing the person forgotten within the chaos of prior occasions that come to confirmations where willingness can hear. like the lights turning on n off day in day out so the eyes can see clearly once rest has done its part. mornings rotate so the visual can be appreciated with yawns awakening from a dream of a previous altercation that's shed worth from an absent charm. onlooking with embedded realizations of what to n what not to condone to make something eventually never wanna leave. stretching the smile that longs for the fire to ignite a warmth as bodies meet in the middle of hope's bob n weave.