in my mind it plays out like i've already fucked my dream girl, so now what? i've already been in n outta luv. past the emotional ruins of my life. as i know as in legal matters, know what it means to have a wife. so what else is left? i've already had what everyone in every other new relationship claims is the best fuckin sex. i stood within relations like a real man as if life couldn't phase me. n i rounded out since the thought process as wants over needs. n i'm actually wondering what is it i'm actually looking for. when i've already danced from within the center of a storm. knowing it was my actions too that created its trwirl. as this world went on about its way n i went back to being singular from plural. i've already been with my ultimate fantasy. as i had to step back n correct me ever changing reality. n i play with the though of, is there anyone who can bring my passion back to life? help bring me from within n somehow reopen my mind. bcuz i felt desires let go of hope right before i feel off the edge. as i now sit with a curious hmm, wondering what's next. bcuz i've done all but fulfill my dreams. n all the women i just cannot remember is nothing more than erotic's leap. i've had more than my fair share as fingers have had their way. n it's bcuz of this is how i know the depths of a woman is more than she'll ever say. so where in the fuck do i turn when i've even had strippers on the roster? i'm over playing around on back burners that are filled with imposters. my guess is i'm just too fuckin hard to please. even though in another i do wanna believe. n i feel the need in a new hype to change my ways. yet, who would i truly wanna hear say my name? i have no one sitting up on a pedestal high up in the mind. n not a one comes from the hidden intent that i thought of claiming as mine. so after all the shenanagins that make up my life. who will it be to cross me to insure i'm as real as the sun that shines.
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