if it isn't natural it isn't something i want. there's no in a reality in saying i'm going to try at luv. that fake azz pretend shit you can take with you on down the road. it has no business stepping into my home. if you have to force yourself to feel me you can leave me be. because your false presence is something i just don't need. i don't understand how people are okay with wasting others time. just to claim they have someone in their life? knowing damn well it's too big of a task to keep it going. sucking the life out of someone else's norm. when they know deep down shit just isn't right. and true intent is what they truly hide. if you are one of those individuals please leave me alone. because i don't even have it in me to hear you moan. to make yourself adapt to the resistance of me, that bs just isn't felt. as my existence could be in luv with someone else. with someone who naturally syncs and tunes to who i am. feeling the magic awaken comfort when touched by thy hand. i'm not playing no games so please make up your mind. how easy is it for you to smile when you awaken with me in your life? i don't want to assume or ask for shit. you're either with it or you ain't as it is what it is. it shouldn't be a struggle to give yourself to another. if i'm not it i don't even want to be our luv'r. my heart is not for just anyone to walk in as if it has a revolving door. and my emotions mean to me, so much fuckin more. so if you truly don't care keep that fake shit to yourself. let it be known so i know you're no help. i need me an guaranteed ease i can slide on into. someone who cannot help themselves when it comes to feeling my use. without the constant wonder of what the fuck. simply sinking in to the way we touch. so speak of truths and tell no lies. how is it i appear in your mind? who am i to you before my feelings change? as i ask, how do you feel when you say my name?
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