emotion just doesn't mean as much as a piece of mind. n to get to me you'd havta sit back n realize there's a reason why. is it i lost myself in the middle of an emotional feel? we all know within that due process it takes way to fuckin ling to heal. one thing i can admit is i've been there n came back. n i found myself staring into a mirror with my back to my past. bitterness just doesn't compete with the sounds of silence when self can hear an other coming. quietly kept the heart beats somewhat different when they hit the ground running. i have no need in rushing to the chaos to take control by the end. never finding a friend for passions are stolen. as hope flickers with the breeze as candles are lit. head game sis all that ever evolves from that type of nonsense. that's why i like the peaceful life to remain alone. even though happiness revolves around a different type of home. issues n flaws just isn't any fun once time comes to call. n i'd rather not tossed around thoughts that never calm the nerves. i'd havts have something differernt than i've ever known if i ever went back in. in a sense of tongue never forget the friendship when speaking as they spit. to live without the confusion that creates a wedge when moving too fast. making due isn't an interest i seek when it never lasts. but i'm in no rush as lone is not so bad. it's something i can actually grasp. a soothing that settles the inner makings knowing there's no bs coming my way. i enjoy the comfort in a guaranteed kinda wait. a slow grind to get to know another's secret self. bcuz it's in the depths where trust is felt. n until then... i'm not giving in.
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