patiently waiting...

i don't know if you'll ever find my words. and i don't know if i'll ever be heard. but if you so happen to read along with me in your head. know i speak from a mindset and a truth pulsating from my chest. i may never hold you or see you smile. or even hear you laugh in which brings out my inner child. no, i do not know who you are. as that itself honestly causes an aching in my heart. and as time is flying by so very fast. we're missing out on memories made that can make up a past. so if you happen to find me first someway or somehow. don't be afraid to speak to me out load. because you can be anyone and that just won't do. i just want one person who happens to be you. but who are you if i've never seen your face? or maybe i have and actually said your name. i'm lost on the thought of where to look. it's like you don't exist and that leaves me shook. but i'd like to believe you're out there hiding like me. tucked into the creases of isolation unable to be seen. i get it, and i can use you, this you should know. and yet how could you if you've never been shown? knowing at this point you're no more than a dream locked up in my mind. lingering without a face to bring me to life. i'm patiently waiting but damn it would be so nice to hold still with you. and move woth the flow of luv put to use. to wrap you up so i can feel you breathe. creating sighs from the both of us as we find that ease. to be as we coexist. but how if you're just a wish? out there somewhere drifting alone. like me in wonder of feeling completely known.