Fall away...

To be present the day u fall is not something i wanna see... With a stare having in my direction leaning in to a belief that I'm the answer to ur dreams... Ur blinded by what u want n cater to the thought of who u want me to be... When there's something missing in my eyes u can't seem to believe... As u think u can change hire my heart feels by being the way i breathe... Unable to realize the physical entanglements are shallow giving to momentary needs... I don't wanna stand n watch u wind up on ur knees... Doin anything it takes to win my interests lingering with the breeze... I'm trying to be a friend n my kindness is seen as being mean... Refusing to give in to emotions demanding the sooner than later grief... So to entertain ur smile wanting to suck n kiss on my lips is a fetish u peep... Why don't u believ one day eventually i will be forced to leave.?. Back on my own with another memory neither of us can attempt to keep... In the second u tilt my way i don't wanna catch u falling into what u feel is free... I come with a cost where pain jus may develop is i donut witness mentally sanity... N you get that they is no limit to the days to know what it is u bring... I can't become ur version to me as i drift into the back of ur mind as if a careless fling... So if u would go reach in to someone else's chest, please.!. I'm not as easy as ur one two threes getting lost within what ads up in ur pleads... Years earn the gaining of the five to ten to get to the sigh of twenty...