accused of my own i stand alone... no matter what is done it is sitting in silence lost in a place that doesn't quite feel like home... n as the music plays i feel pieces of me drift within trying to get away from the truth... seems there's more than the tongue refuses to speak of when mentioning what my life could use... guess i've been all by lonesome long enough as the linger of the solitude just ain't fitting the mood anymore... n i'm leaning in to the future a lil more everyday n there's no one waiting for me to land as my heart pours... still i can't move wondering how much longer it's gonna take for me to get over myself... for i don't wanna keep on with the fear that's damn near faded as my mind seeks outside help... i blame me for allowing it to take a lifetime to wanna accept someone new to snuggle up next to me... i just need to do my thing to create a smile upon someone else's face as the believe in the same dream... two as one until the show comes to close... i don't want this empty void that consumes the mind controlling hope... the lifting of weight has come to free me from hiding in from eyes wanting to take a peek... n by golly i have done my time of being locked behind closed doors when others has so easily breathed... it's my turn to feel my way along to see where it is i am to belong... all i'm waiting on is a vibe that cannot be denied n this one here is gonna open n to show depths so soft... in my moment to enjoy a bond transformed by free will... mingling with an other so in tune with the rhythm of sighs carrying the same note like has a luv known as a thrill... rounded out to the opening that could never cut a hand reaching for the comfort that holds a friend all night long... adding to my story to land on her pages as we read the same final chapters that has it's own song...
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