my imagination has an illusion it's trying to stick to ur silhouette... yet ur more like a hologram only i can see when my eyes focus in on the shadowy figure i haven't been able to witness as of yet... like a day dream that i chase in my head i cannot quite catch... i sleep to watch u play in the thoughts i cannot control every night as i relapse... jus to drift on the wonder of who u are come mid day as my mind gets lost... my sights knows ur shape n my senses can feel u the close u get... though it's when reality has faded n i'm lingering in the space in between my ears is when i reach for ur lips... as they are claimed by the darkness as i awaken to my heart racing ever so fast... like the story of my life of never being able to lean into the thrill of ur body in a moment that lasts... i try to go back under bcuz ur nowhere out here to be found... n all i ever wanna do is fall beneath the lights n slip away with u in some sorta fantasy that creates a friend whispering wow... bringing to life the mirage u seem to be... just outta reach... right in front of me... yet, too far to mingle in the flesh in need... though there are times i cannot remember a fuckin thing once i come n back from ur grasps... knowing every time i jus wanna see ur face so i know who it is that wears a faceless mask... roaming in the depths of my chambers so freely it aches to play cat n mouse... sitting upon my tongue is the usefulness i cannot get to come outta my mouth... for all i ever wanna do is taste the flava of ur name as i call out to u... for u to spin around for once so i can have a glimpse of u on the loose... staring at me like come n get it if u want it... knowing damn well i cannot keep up with u floating around in the domains within as ur a mere glitch... a fascination made up to comfort the loneliness i cannot seem to run away from... as ur jus an escape from everything gone wrong by rule of thumb...
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