It's coming...

It's coming, i just don't know who she'll be... My chest is ready to open... Though, it doesn't need just another fling... N it's uo to me to know what's best so i need to be sure... With my eyes rotating in my head ages gotta be the cure... My reason why i should allow my luv to be shared... The whole purpose in dreams waiting to have someone who cares... So passion n desires can transform just one more time... As my everything is directed to the fylfillment of life... Until my final day as she is the onmy one that will every do... But I'm uncertain on who... I haven't a clue to what she looks like... N I'm lost on where you begin so i hide... In fear of not being able to watch her walk my way... What if i give in to the wetting one again n she passes me up due to someone taking her place.?. I don't wanna hurt anyone out wondering around... With my head on swivel disrespecting them as a void makes no sound... What if i get caught up n what i need vibes from a far.?. I'd hafta end relations n step away from doin my part... To embrace someone i can feel without ever touching their skin... Knowing damn well they're who I've missed... How's that fair to anyone who hasn't done me wrong.?. Alone i believe I'm better off... Drifting into the wind until depths match minds free to be... Making air so much easier to breathe... It's coming... N the day of, I'll stop running...