Truly effected...

After goin in n goin through the highs to land at the lows where the door of the heart reopens to get goin finalizing tha fallin out... Loose takes a different mindset once the realization styles the nerve that there's no one needed to become who the mirror can smile n with chuckling lil sounds... Have crazy for facing this world alone with a comfort that a friend comes from within prior to acquiring a body coding the distance in between attractions... Aware that most are lookin for a special kinda enjoyment yet go abhor the process backwards seeking satisfactions... N the outcome of ever lookin at one single individual any different than everyone else verbally saying they're unique is besides the point of interest... For life in its own had changed in its comprehensions of wants conflicting with needs that people tend to reverse jus to feel emotion leeching in to the way fingertips roam to touch the ribs... Seems gettin caught up is jus a matter of time being redirected for a lil hope in relations if it is to ever be... For the way stood had to turn n walk away from the chances taken truly effected who the up n up couldn't rely on others puttin in on mutual dreams... The feeling gets lost along the way of ever believing in temptations due to the picking apart being a acknowledgement of what self doesn't do well with... N it transforms into a seperate type of linger that stings silently due to there's something inside that would be so grateful to an other who would step the fuck up n be sane as the ease is no longer missed...