No answer to be found...

Why do i havta carry the remains in my heart.?. Weighing down my mind as i cry when too much alone time tares me apart... Who is it no one can't seen to feel... To get to know someone past silhouettes accepting something real... Why can't i get over a luv i wanted in my life.?. Lingering on n crippling the nerve to open up to the hype... Why can't an other drag the burden around for a change.?.  Why does it gotta be me fallin into a luv others cannot help but to hate.?. Ann i so fuckin different I'm not what they seek.?. Is it after so long they lose the feeling of comfort in the way they breathe.?. I jus was be me of all things n nothing more... Why am i not what that one person is looking for.?. Does it havta be lugging around the wonders that haven't an answer to give.?.  N who in the fuck lies about dreams ti brake hope into pieces that will never again fit.?. Causing confusion to be driven into thoughts the mind cannot release...  Unable to even hear a goodbye whisper on with a lean... What is it people are out to get ahold of ad I'm never enough.?. In between the honesty of the free i know won't work due to complications that deserve to be luv'd... Left to free them from the heartache to come that's foreseen by it jus doesn't add up... Keepin shit respectable when the tongue moves never to be hushed... Where's that face that embeds itself to stick around.?. So the reel in the head doesn't havta recreate imaginary figures that disappear when night comes along listening to a single hat pound...