On my own...

In between lives just doing what i can... Seems a lifestyles in its own transformed me into a better man... A solo type that doesn't want for much... Not having to depend on the inspiration of luv.... In a devoted mindset thoughts in the now of where i am has become independently defined... I have damn near all i could ask for other than the comfort of the emotional hype... Off the deep end i descended to find the shits n giggles that awaited... I'm just lingering somewhere to the left of someone always wantingto be right as i do noir want to feel their hatred... It's a choice to settle the nerve that has been severed from all pain... The only thing missing is the familiarity of a well known face... Though the heart doesn't crave the want of a touch the way the mind has found peace from within... Making time worth a lil bit more as the acceptance of self is whatneeds to live... As hope from depths has adjusted to the circumstances that create my reality... Here in the makings sleep is not lost in daydreams drifting away from my individuality... Free to be in the middle of wherever in the fuck i wanna go... I've evolved beyond the loneliness by chuckling in the solitude that took its toll on me while i was in my zone... N the happiness I've cine to know by gathering the pieces has been the difference in the mirror... Trusting in my own decisions for my well being is a factor that doesn't live through fear...