What ur not looking for...

Just maybe it's i don't like the thought of an other touching u bcuz i know they wouldn't feel u the way i would enjoy a single finger stroking ur cheek... Or maybe it's just i know how the serge rushes over the thought of u smiling as if ur cares have been considered when u look at me... Perhaps all i know is how u linger within me as the answer that calms the nerve when i get to thinking about u... As i do not believe anyone else could ever reach into me without even trying n bring joy the way u do... Perhaps it's the presense u possess that affects my well being to give all that i am to be witnessed in ur eyes as the one u seek for comfort... It could just be the purpose i feel when i awaken to a life enlightened by ur will to be with me as u too cannot help yourself as ur always wanting more... Yet I've come to terms with how my daydreams crave the image of u n i in a moment of truth able to see clearly... In our time to accept the good in opened arms wanting to hold a luv liked so all the chaos will finally leave us to live peacefully... Then again i could be delusional as if i we're ever to be ur type... As to be with u would leave me wanting something i could never earn no matter who i wanted to be in ur life... Destined to fail trying to enjoy ur presence for as long as i could... Atrempting to avoid the way it hurts as i witness others come n go chapter after chapter in ur book...