Said n done...

Only if u coulda seen the pain left in my eyes...  N how my stare was distant to ever feeling alive... Lost i was hurt having words that could never clear out the echoes in my head... Though they were loud enough to remind me of memories playing from my chest... Damn near dead emotion turned inward to shake off ur touch... Hidden i fled to a safe place running away from luv... Face confused of what was truly going on... N i felt the loss of me when u decided i want ur kinda norm...  Only if u woulda told me face to face... Maybe i wouldn't have held on to the way i called u babe... There were times i didn't realized who i was without u in my life... Even worse i thought you'd always be my wife... But u showef me how lil the thoughts was as u made sure i was to hurt... Even though it was ur doing that crippled what we shared tgat now buried in the dirt... Laid to rest workout a tear to moisten the soil... As i remember how u purposely sat me out in front of the world to spoil... U laughed as i fell apart for i believed in the u u allowed me to hold... Damn, how unreal it became a reality of how i fishy bounced back as i refused to fold... Slowly plucking pieces of u outta my heart as if u went speed to be removed... Yet it helped mold me into a better version without the bitterness as u cut me loose... N i couldn't thank u enough for that act on its own... For i am free from fake smiles sitting upon their thrones... N even though i am alone i am not lonely for i found within me what u somehow missed... Even though I've never felt a kiss create sparks the way i tasted ur lips... Goodbyes have been said as I've been asked for my heart to be returned... Something i never thought was possible until i caufht a glimpse of ur true obsession intention lurk... As i gotta say Sitting her today, I'm glad it was u... Just bcuz i now know it could be anyone else to gain the earning of a real sense of use...