My forever fell from her fingertips n i ain't been the same since... Guess it wasn't enough of me to lay it all on the line... But that's life... They come n they go... Touching the heart to feel the same ol thing sitting alone... I ain't never seen a tear fall from a cheek... Nor a luv'r be anything more than a fuck in need... N they wonder why i refuse emotion the way i do... N how i can just go on living on the loose... Untamed by the shackles of relations waiting on the hate... N not a one ofem can ever relate... Being so dependent on the feeling of luv without a true friend in sight... If rather not lose my mind... So the distance from back when i truly felt something move within me... You the point of no return as I'm the one who changed the way i breathe... I couldn't have what i wanted of all things... Laying my word in the wearing of rings... With the greatest joy there comes the ache of a lingering passion left to die... N that's the end of my reasoning of opennng up to what's nothing more than a hype... Bcuz it took just once to realize the show must go on... Every so slowly trying to pluck the attachment from the heart's norm... I can't feel shit even if i tried... I believe I'm alive but dead inside... Fighting off the way comfort hooks I in the middle of the night whispering my mane... As i look over every fuckin time to a strangers face... I'm no one too cater to the demands forced upon me... The omit natural thing I've every felt turned n walked out on my dreams held close in a once lived reality... As they say the truth shall set u free... It's a lie bcuz the only one who can't leave is the one who always comes clean... From grasps that were said to not strangle the life outta my heart came tge dead silence heard... With a pulse that echoed until it was i that was felt in burst... Kick starting the vibe to dig in n relieve the mind of foolish desires... I lived through the chaos of relations to outgrow the childish games patient to the connection burnt by the fire... On to my life evolving into what i have no idea as of yet... I'm numb on levels of deeper than a friendship as i chuckle from the chest... Luv here is hard to crack open when I've seen what it can do... Creating crazy as a fuckin loon...
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