practice makes perfect...

so close to the sizzle of the heart feelin the heat rests the passion awakening from dreams... mistaking reality as a disbelief in the state of confusions long lost need... friends pretend to be more as foes become of strangers losing hope... breaths gasp heavy with the pulse during the transformation back into the norm of solitude to reside strictly alone... flush to the touch of luv'rs fade back into the distance of the unknown feel capturing the minds will to interpret lusts in the form of luv... numb to the smile forced to over take the dullness in the faces lack of trust... partners fake intent for a bit of time until the role of characters finds a new play to add to their game of gettin it while it's good... hiding a different reason behind eyes that conflicts with the space in between said to close yet finds distance before long that settles the score the way it should... moving the repetitions of heartbeats on down the line as life switched hitters to take yet another blow over n over again until the lesson sinks in... correcting in the mirrors stare the individual within that tries on a more snug fit kinda self made grin... tripping over thoughts comes to be the final stage prior to the let loose gestures that mean diddly squat... creating a story that'll rest in silence for the memory to return to ever so often jus to remind the result of a defined type of pain that destroyed that pure sense of willingness to enjoy a friendship relieved as the torture finally stopped... changing reactions to actions for a better outcome yet to be present with the stillness of the pitter patter so focused on needs... wants are sidestepped n dragged along so depths can heal in the makings of a trusted realist in order to be free... knowing where self failed by decisions made in others drifting from one to the next like flies on shit... choosing words in a wiser tongue as those who were a part of relations aren't even mentioned by name to forbid the release of the spew so many flip from their own thirsty lips...