i never wanted to learn the feeling of being hurt... not once did i crave to set out to cause pain to those i luv'd... yet people bring out the best jus to drag the heart along... making emotion rise to the fall of everything gone wrong... as it's self that is to blame for not keeping the head intact... allowing someone else to disturb the character unmatched... lowered to a childish state before evolving into true depths... knowing the lessons were intentionally placed in the chest... facing the loss wasn't a promise made in the mirror... yet the tears fell like rain drowning out the fear... breaths were not meant to be relieved of a friends worth... watching strangers come close as the fade touched a nerve... once the mind sets out to go with the flow of relations intent... everything within eventually twists n somehow the will gets bent... boomeranged inward as attempts fail to be slung... afraid to reason with likes if they cannot wait on luv... n there's no way i felt the need to discomfort a passion's trip... falling face first in hands catching expressions holding on to the bs... changing as a person in between lives until it jus gets old as fuck... relating to the real ones believe there's only so much trust... collapsing behind closed doors as if alone is the freedom to have... knowing it's a damn lie due to the crave of sighs goin mad... waiting on the moment where use gives life to smiles waking up... in a different scenario where the situation remains to jus wanna get along... hoping it will last til the end that never comes to soon as self finally belongs...
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