With no way out...

With everyone that's tryin to be the one who's on your mind... What makes u think I believe it's me u want in your life.?. They're lined up n ready for their turn... I hate to think this way but I've seen it before... As there's to many options for u for me to step outta my lane... N there's jus a piece of me that jus don't wanna be driven insane... I'm too loyal to back out once my heart gets involved... N by the confusion of lust wanting to be luv'd my own emotion doesn't need to be mauled... Eyes wait so lips can cause friction cock blockin what's real... U have a few fans that could or would not want it to be me u feel... As the attention u seek enough if it did come from my direction.?. I don't cater to another moment looking myself in the mirror taking me through another obsession... In a breif period of ur time as the strangers we were we will become again as there's so much tension that surrounds us... So how is it u think u can convince me of the honesty of ur trust.?. I sit back myself looking like everyone else witness to the end coming way to soon... Ur jus a heartbreaker n that's jus the way I see u to tell the truth... U pretend not to like the foolish ways others want to take part in that it is u do... Forgetting ur jus the same as us holding out until once again u come unglued... N I'm only simply tryin to figure out why'd u wanna give it all away for me.?. Or for u for that matter jus to flip sides of reality... Take my place as u ask me the same fuckin shit... As the same tone slides across ur tastebuds to leap from ur lips... Who in the fuck am I to swindle u in jus to tie u down.?. One beat must remain in sync without tryin as the heart is heard by the pulse of sound... Who is it you're supposed to be to me.?. As I can relate to the falling in luv with opened dreams... With hopes of high expectations that lead the way... Remembering that one face etched in to be saved... As we look around to see who's who in the moment of leveled egos easin up... Come with it or don't even step to what would enjoy u way to fuckin much... Those tender ends of nerves ain't so pretty takin in the admiration of others so u can feel the way u do... If I were to believe in u I'd be selfish n want the need of u to believe in me to...