I ain't no player n it's not about wantin to fuck... As staying to myself there's a reason I run... The feeling of the rush that I resist... It's luv I don't wanna deny if lips were to reach for a kiss.. I laid the dog down yrs ago... As multiple females I refuse to bone... For it's the waiting on my patience that tends to get lost... Lookin at the stillness in the walls... Knowing life is goin on jus outside my reach... As there's someone I'd luv to add to my team... Jus one that could fulfill the emotions emptied... So I hide behind closed doors until she finds me... As I wish I had it in me to chase her down... But it's hard due to I wouldn't know where to look as my heart doesn't make a sound... I'm no sex addict wantin to be felt on without the desires that build relations up... Felt in the moment of eyes pausing for us... Yet idk what I'd do if others found out... Bcuz I stay in my lane n don't want jus anyone close to the motion of what's to be aroused... I'm not playing games n I ain't for the fuckery jus to be laid... It's been a while now n honestly I want the gain... As secret as it is said here with no one to read... I open up to the real me... As passion aches within conversation i have with self... N how I'd like to to feel a good set of hands... Landing on my skin in luv with the man I am... To enjoy the reaction of what hasn't as of yet taken place.... Damn I jus wanna hear someone say my name... I've healed from my past as it wasn't me who failed the test... I now how to give what it is I keep locked in my chest... As it's not the sexuality that's gonna draw me in... It's jus, I need something real to awaken my grin... A woman that feels get secrecy is worth the same value I have for my own life... Bcuz that's what's looking for the bettering to reside... To allow someone to find out what truly behind the way I drift in solitude... Ready for her to finally get loose... As I don't need a female that thinks I'm jus some dude attempting to get my dick wet... That's shits easier than finding the comfort of vibes actually met... I'm no but for I have something in mind I wanna grasp... With my own two hands of being so much more than I've ever had... I want my best friend to turn to me n have no fear... So I can come back out without relations feeling weird...
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