There's nothing you can do for me I cannot do for myself... So how is it I'm supposed to open up to you as some sort of help.?. You fail to realize I'm not like the others you've sworn off... I don't need you n want is nothin more than jus another word that pays the cost... I believe in me n one day if I give in to you you'll fail to realize I am a friend... So what is it you want from me before we chalk relations into its end.?. Emotions only get hurt bcuz expectations rise... N there's jus something about the way they feel that seriously twists me inside... I won't do me wrong so why would I allow you to open my heart.?. Speak up bcuz it's fine where it is without that fake azz spark... The only thing I need help with is the attention of bodies collaborating to reach a peak... N statements ain't worth a fuck due to everyone wants to live this fairytale of a dream... There's nothing I need as my wants will get what it is that finds my will... You have no say so in what I do or can have or who I talk to nor do u pay my bills... Luv is selfish n is useless without liking for more than a brief moment of who eyes are fixated on... So there's no fuckin way I'mma let you disturb my norm... The same way you'll leave when your good n ready you can step now... Time is to valuable to deal with passion falling to pain by words released from your mouth... I'm grown n do better on my own as this much I know... As I'm not even interested in hearing the way you moan... Those are jus tools used in a sexual intensity you think you can jus shut the fuck off... Wondering why a mofo will shut down on your half way immature bs like I did wrong... Nah, it ain't goin down bcuz mentally I can feel real shit standing on my own two feet... I won't fight you as my time refuses to change the way I breathe... I enjoy my life the way it is as I wait on someone I simply cannot dispute... Hear me as I spit the fucking truths... That ol fuckery ain't my thing... N jumping from one to the next got old accepting how others can become so mean... Yeah, I've learned how to decipher the way in which one comes close to my comfort... N I'll be damned to give in to you if you ain't what I believe to be worth... Don't fuck with me n I'll leave you to whatever fantasy it is you think you might want... Bcuz if you ain't spent no time alone all you're doin is chasing lusts... I'm no fool n I won't subdue myself in to letting me feel like I ain't no good... All bcuz you have insecurities blaming everyone else as you claim you ain't shook... There's no reason to lie straight faced when you know damn well everything plays out... So sssh, I enjoy listening to the silence that goes without sound...
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