Pardon me...

I wanna lie to u if I could... Wind up a side thought of what needs to be done, misunderstood... Jus bury myself in ur heart that way u never fall in luv with me... Think of me as a waste of a daydream... That way I don't ever havta underestimate the size of ur ego... N truths of how u truly feel come out to play sooner than dragging out the end extra slow... Cut to the chase of no matter what I say ur not tryin to hear it... Like I lost the friendship it took to get to know u through all the unnecessary bs... Lemme fall in the rankings of favorites so I can go on with my life... Bcuz immaturities are the same fuckin thing as sharpened knives... Let's jus pretend we care until the feel rubs off... While the fun only lasts as long as unknown flaws... Ones that rule on a judging like either of us are better than the other... Wrapped up in the middle of lusts fuckin as if wild luv'rs... I don't wanna wait so come on n get the show on the road... I'm already on my way home... Without u by my side to cause chaos in the way I live... Disturbing my own standards of how hard times I do not wanna relive... Jus leave me to myself... I don't need ur kinda help... Moving like u have no motivation... Interested in self is the best form if masterbation... I ain't on the fuckery that comes to mind when I see ur face... There's more than one way to hate... N I'm good due to I've been in that situation before... I do not want to be left wanting more... There's no use in relations keeping score under the belt... We both know if it ain't the mirror no image is getting felt... Ur beautifully disturbed by ur own thought process as we sound off n jus let it all out now... Tell me about all the things u do not appreciate out loud... Be rude n unreasonably defying to the odds I have no business fuckin with... Then turn n kiss me with the same fuckin set of lips... Aging like nothin ever cut wounds that can't seem too heal... Slit open back to back by the way u dig in to the way I feel... Thinking I'm different in ur eyes is a mere thought that excludes happiness from my name... Taste it n always remember it'll eventually change flavors as tongues place blame... Please, bring me more pain so I too can feel like u... Make it impossible to luv u as u attempt to play me for a fool... I'm willing for a go around if I can touch ur body jus once... That way u can talk shit about the intimate moments like u didn't enjoy the way u were touched... Then twist reality to best describe a version that suites ur mindset... As fucked up as u can spin webs to capture my hesitance... Dive the fuck in n get to the point... My patience is missing the void... The one where u promise things u do not mean... Jus bcuz u luv it when u have control of the way I breathe... I'll feed in for a while to see if u notice I'm not on the dumb shit... As long as u bend it on over n feel me grabbing a banging on ur hips... Fucking u the way ur gonna wind up losing interest in the chase... The moment only lasts as long as respect gets erased... Join me in a faze that shows everyone how excited we are to have found someone worth the thrill... N die inside like we have no chill... Forcing each other to run away from what couldn't been there greatest story known... With minds blown... Creating devistation others will have to deal with in yrs to come... Fuck it, let's fall in luv... Forgetting the mental aspect of life n how we ain't gotta destroy one an other... Pushing the memory to remind us of how our bodies once hovered...