Did u think i wanted to leave u there.?. At the bottom with no true friends to help u stand back up...
Let's talk about luv n the way I felt in my heart as u were worth every fuckin blow... Jus to try to get through to u in a way that it was me u could trust...
As u pushed me away to save me from the choices u went with... Somewhere without me wanting to help u get back to the basics we all need so much...
It wasn't my intent to hurt u the way u have me as I had to back off bcuz the twist gutted me open n poured me the fuck out... Losing my friend that will never return to me the way she did before u got hooked to the rush...
Feeling a different kinda way sitting solo in the middle of life as it was what u decided was best for u...
Chasing ur pain as I was made to believe I was forgotten by the texture of laying flush...
Oh how desires talked to passions as the confusion settled in beneath tones... Reconstructing conversations until tongues were afraid to speak of even the lusts that grew...
The turn shook me loose in my own mindset in which I thought I was free... As for some time no other could come close to ever receiving what it was I attempted to give to u with purpose promising u the depths of use...
N it seems life has redirected the mingle of what to look for on the next go around... Finding the same type of person that pushed me away as the same person that's so hard to find due to everyone is constantly on the move...
I never wanted to be forced to let go of u the way I needed to... Relations were there n refused by the torture wedged as u purposely caused by calling a dragged out truce...
Making me believe the emotion got lost somewhere along the way... Knowing ur eyes told me when u said it was over u weren't telling the truth...
U see i know u n I got to know who it is u don't see in the mirror due to u spinning on those fuckin crazy legs running... As it took a while to decipher through all the clues...
Jus to allow u to say what it is u did as i kept coming for the endless mood...
U truly don't know what you've done but it's cool bcuz I now know from my end of getting it in, were through...
As days have healed the defamation within the character that jus wanted to live... Thinking of what to do without u things will not receive what the heart wanted the most within the woos...
Gone u went n strayed n I craved my way back to the basics of who it is I am... U flipped the switch I thought was set to on n that lil light went boom...
Lights out... No sound...
No connection... Jus lonely reflections...
Dismissed by signatures that were willing to sign off on freedom... Leaving us to die alone calming the hardships u caused by tossing me the blues...
But at least I know who came to life before my eyes prior to the alternations that fucked everything up... The decisions u made over a life with me showed me who's who...
N what meant what to the individual that was to weak to stand up n say enough is enough... Our friendship was put on hold for as one once again separated back in to two...
Yrs of satisfaction are to go unmade as U n I both realize it wasn't me that dug graves... It was ur actions that told on u n gave me more than enough proof...
Strangers is the way the deepest shit rests til the end... Keeping intent to self as words are to be hushed...
Knowing we were envied bcuz we had the magic it took to live to the fullest... There was jus a lil something that got in the way in which the cling broke away from the one that shared what was...
Thoughts off... I've paid the cost...
Mine is mine... I'm jus fine...
Let's talk about luv n the way I felt in my heart as u were worth every fuckin blow... Jus to try to get through to u in a way that it was me u could trust...
As u pushed me away to save me from the choices u went with... Somewhere without me wanting to help u get back to the basics we all need so much...
It wasn't my intent to hurt u the way u have me as I had to back off bcuz the twist gutted me open n poured me the fuck out... Losing my friend that will never return to me the way she did before u got hooked to the rush...
Feeling a different kinda way sitting solo in the middle of life as it was what u decided was best for u...
Chasing ur pain as I was made to believe I was forgotten by the texture of laying flush...
Oh how desires talked to passions as the confusion settled in beneath tones... Reconstructing conversations until tongues were afraid to speak of even the lusts that grew...
The turn shook me loose in my own mindset in which I thought I was free... As for some time no other could come close to ever receiving what it was I attempted to give to u with purpose promising u the depths of use...
N it seems life has redirected the mingle of what to look for on the next go around... Finding the same type of person that pushed me away as the same person that's so hard to find due to everyone is constantly on the move...
I never wanted to be forced to let go of u the way I needed to... Relations were there n refused by the torture wedged as u purposely caused by calling a dragged out truce...
Making me believe the emotion got lost somewhere along the way... Knowing ur eyes told me when u said it was over u weren't telling the truth...
U see i know u n I got to know who it is u don't see in the mirror due to u spinning on those fuckin crazy legs running... As it took a while to decipher through all the clues...
Jus to allow u to say what it is u did as i kept coming for the endless mood...
U truly don't know what you've done but it's cool bcuz I now know from my end of getting it in, were through...
As days have healed the defamation within the character that jus wanted to live... Thinking of what to do without u things will not receive what the heart wanted the most within the woos...
Gone u went n strayed n I craved my way back to the basics of who it is I am... U flipped the switch I thought was set to on n that lil light went boom...
Lights out... No sound...
No connection... Jus lonely reflections...
Dismissed by signatures that were willing to sign off on freedom... Leaving us to die alone calming the hardships u caused by tossing me the blues...
But at least I know who came to life before my eyes prior to the alternations that fucked everything up... The decisions u made over a life with me showed me who's who...
N what meant what to the individual that was to weak to stand up n say enough is enough... Our friendship was put on hold for as one once again separated back in to two...
Yrs of satisfaction are to go unmade as U n I both realize it wasn't me that dug graves... It was ur actions that told on u n gave me more than enough proof...
Strangers is the way the deepest shit rests til the end... Keeping intent to self as words are to be hushed...
Knowing we were envied bcuz we had the magic it took to live to the fullest... There was jus a lil something that got in the way in which the cling broke away from the one that shared what was...
Thoughts off... I've paid the cost...
Mine is mine... I'm jus fine...
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