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Sunday, June 24, 2018

The what ifs.?.

What if alone wasn't so bad.?. Or going home isn't what we think.?. N if we die rollin solo... Having not found someone to share some time with... If in the end we live in solitude bcuz we were to in to ourselves... Would it be free.?. When the daylight has seen u for the last fucking time... If their face will be unseen in ur final moment... Are u prepared for the outcome.?. Can u grasp the reality in being with self behind closed doors... Never allowing an other to infiltrate the heart... If it becomes to late to feel the warmth of a body due to u are to stubborn n know better... If u never trust someone new...
Laying there as tears leak from eyes that waited a lifetime to go without... Who will u blame at the point of no return.?. With no one about to die within without u... What if it isn't such a bad thing.?. If there isn't anyone to leave torn to pieces... What would u have changed.?. Who could u have been.?. If u woke up before the final ticks let go... What definition of free would u carry in ur mind.?. Is being left be ur version of sanity.?. If u chose something other than what you've decided was best... As the enjoyment should've changed ur story... Is the what ifs gonna haunt u the closer u get to the lowering of the dismissal of life.?. Who was ur friend.?. Or do u have the courage to open back up n find happiness prior to throwing away all the good that still lingers clinging to luv.?. Ask yourself, it's not like u can lie...

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