Often...

I often wonder what it feels like to step into relations with someone who truly cares... Without the sexual attention to apply pressure making the situation unfair... Jus been able to enjoy someone for who they are... Taking a ride on the emotion that never comes apart... My mind wanders as my legs move through life... Looking around every so often trying to see others coming from beneath their vanity in plain sight... N I think to myself of what it would be like to share a moment that could last... Touching what matters as a friend that came along n have be a reason to believe in passions stash... As more times than often I notice details that I know I won't do well with... So the turning away finds truths in words where honesty eases back n expresses what the tongue flips... Thoughts linger when I'm alone as it's quite often I am with self... Like who is it that feels the same way I do n can relate to a man wanting someone who wants to be felt.?.  Laughing bcuz life is better with them than without so the best of both worlds give insert the conditions of unconditional... Luv... Where does it exist without being temperamental.?. When sighs often sit still long enough to watch a sunset fade outta sight... Unlocking the creation of the hype as doors open to welcome hope inside... I ponder po the possibilities that I go without... Knowing I seriously refused to chose this route...