There's things they'll tell u after the fact.. being their biggest fuckin mistake... Knowing it was them who dropped the ball... As thier expressions is smiling n lookin at u face to face... Rambling so the hurt settles in before their eyes.... Losing all feeling of a promise made to be a lie... Worried only about self goin from one to the next... Talking a while lotta shit jus to put u down... So they can move on without u wanting them bcuz they don't wanna feel guilty like u ain't enough of an adult to sushi sounds... Bcuz they know they've crossed lines they cannot deal with lookin back in our direction... As from their own memories there is no protection... Once they've changed their minds like it was us that turned them away... They never meant what they said when they claimed they weren't afraid... Having to watch them Getty up n ride off back into life... They don't care to keep shit upfront until they've come along someone else n have new ties... Jus step as the case will elevate with the stairs to get to where you're accepted for who u are... There's no point in fuckin with immaturities as a so called friend that's supposed to have been honest off rip goin on for dinner time jus so they can live in our heart... Don't listen to them tare u the fuck apart when they can't keep honest intent out in the open... Jus stop hoping...
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