undeservin

u don't belong within the memories in my mind.
u haven't the right to enjoy my rhymes.
please, jus turn n go before this goes untold.
y do u insist on retrievin so slow.
cuz if ur listenin, i ain't speakin my pleads.
undeservin, u wont hear my means.
no use in teasin the hate u hold.
nor taste u breathin with words so cold.
my heads fucked as it is n ur to choke.
the luv we shared was but a joke.
giggles behind the slits that carved the back.
they alone left me with the brutal facts.
u r to me what i am to u.
so get it straight n show the proof.
dyin inside ur wastin away within a rottin luv.
damn near gone as if you've never been touched.
not once felt by these fingers that lived to caress.
yet u need not know the honesty that contests.
jus lettin go is all emotions feel anymore.
all cuz someone fell into somethin they couldn't endure.....