the point of no return

  who are you when you sleep without me?

as you drift, who do you become as you dream?

awake without realities burden of me.

do you escape the one thing I need?

where do you go when your conscious settles?

off in to your own world without me that meddles.

do you miss me as I wonder if you ever wanna come back?

or are you letting go as you comatose the past?

watching you fade deep into a distant placed hurts.

how is it I've awakened to your muted words?

seems as I rest is the only way I witness the real you.

then again that feeling is getting as old as the what's on mute.

come out and play with me, here and now before its over.

I don't wanna feel alone under the same covers.

why'd you havta go down that road of all places?

I can't reach you with the changing of your faces.

where do you go? cuz I'd luv to know.

and why did you put us on hold?

I'm not gonna make it through this when you decide on my worth.

everytime you zone out it paralyzes my turn.

unable to wake you it's not that I'm not that strong.

you're just dead wrong! And it's been goin on to damn long.

beside me walk and talk with me as a friend.

so we never say goodbyes in the unwanted end.

who am I to you as you fall away?

you do know I'm still here as much as I wanna stay?

but time is ticking and in my eyes your no longer the same.

you've changed and I believe I havta reclaim my name.

doesn't look as if you wanna walk in reverse towards to me.

guess imma jus havta miss ya other than in my dreams.

are you a fool to let loose the way you do?

or am I jus solo and don't know your through?

have you died inside on the emotion that comes to me?

I haven't seen it nor felt it cling to anything.

just left out here wanting in to the dimensions of ur luv.

so the truth can open up to me stepping in or away from your touch.

I can't believe it's gotten to the point of no return.

so at a distance I've lost you as I lurk.

it's all gone, I know but I'm holding on.

and I don't know why or what's going on.

I think I'm losing that one thing you luv'd about me.

but I will not beg nor plead as I simply ask you please.

for you're leasing me alone without the one person I crave.

and of all others you're the one I gave me to tame.

it's a jungle beyond the walls of your luv.

but I have no reason to stay as I luv'd you to much.